I read an article about the topic. Seemingly in Germany more and more people prefer having a girl over a boy. Maybe most of the reasons consist of gender stereotypes.
But I thought about my answer. One of the best things I achieved in my life thus far was not to repeat the mistakes my parents made. Meaning procreating. Lol.
Most role models I have are men. The thinkers I listen to the most are male too. I soon want to post a thread with the title: "Who are you imitating?" There was a time as autistic trait I imitated David Foster Wallace. But I think I was just very weird socially to that time. I think I improved gladly in my awkwardness. No more imitating other people in such a way. Masking is the way to go.
I think I would prefer having a girl over a boy. One reason might be my sister is way more functional than me. Maybe the reason for it is my neurodivergence. I was born after her and the older the mother the more likely does autism occur under some circumstance.
Maybe the difference is not the gender. Moreover, as a person I find her horrible superifical and shallow. I don't like spending time with her. At the same even though I like myself more than her I loathe myself a lot.
I think I am a typcial autistic. People in real life told me my autism was obvious. I am not that good in masking. I think having had a psychosis is a hindrance in hiding my neurodivergence. You have to analyze a lot with this combination. Female autists are better in masking, end up less often like a complete recluse just like me. They have better chances to find a significant other. And have better chances to find a job. I assume that because they can adapt better to social requirements. The truth often is though that her functionality comes along with a higher mental pain level. I think I am not independent at all. I think one reason is how I was raised. And it wasn't expected from me to be independent. I am not completely sure the gender is what makes the difference. I just don't like my life much. Even though I have values that I support and the rest of my family consists only of morons that ruined lives of innocent people. I often wish I was a different person. Though, when I meet many people and learn more about them I actually prefer being me.
But I thought about my answer. One of the best things I achieved in my life thus far was not to repeat the mistakes my parents made. Meaning procreating. Lol.
Most role models I have are men. The thinkers I listen to the most are male too. I soon want to post a thread with the title: "Who are you imitating?" There was a time as autistic trait I imitated David Foster Wallace. But I think I was just very weird socially to that time. I think I improved gladly in my awkwardness. No more imitating other people in such a way. Masking is the way to go.
I think I would prefer having a girl over a boy. One reason might be my sister is way more functional than me. Maybe the reason for it is my neurodivergence. I was born after her and the older the mother the more likely does autism occur under some circumstance.
Maybe the difference is not the gender. Moreover, as a person I find her horrible superifical and shallow. I don't like spending time with her. At the same even though I like myself more than her I loathe myself a lot.
I think I am a typcial autistic. People in real life told me my autism was obvious. I am not that good in masking. I think having had a psychosis is a hindrance in hiding my neurodivergence. You have to analyze a lot with this combination. Female autists are better in masking, end up less often like a complete recluse just like me. They have better chances to find a significant other. And have better chances to find a job. I assume that because they can adapt better to social requirements. The truth often is though that her functionality comes along with a higher mental pain level. I think I am not independent at all. I think one reason is how I was raised. And it wasn't expected from me to be independent. I am not completely sure the gender is what makes the difference. I just don't like my life much. Even though I have values that I support and the rest of my family consists only of morons that ruined lives of innocent people. I often wish I was a different person. Though, when I meet many people and learn more about them I actually prefer being me.
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