Discussion If you had to endure everything motivating you to desire CTB until you died of natural causes in order to achieve your ideal world,

[FutureHanger]

I'd like to say yes but I can't fathom living so many years like this

 

[hikikomorizombie]

helllllll no. idc abt ppl enough to sacrifice myself through years of suffering so they can experience a utopia that i never can, despite my suffering being the cause of it. ppl are partially the reason why i'm kms in the 1st place

 

[inneedrelief]

Huh?

 

[FutureHanger]

Huh?

so you can get the ideal world/society you wish other people could live in but you have to keep living with the pain that makes you want to CTB but you can't CTB you have to die of natural causes in order to get the ideal world/society

 

[inneedrelief]

Oh, thanks for explaining, Id so no for me

so you can get the ideal world/society you wish other people could live in but you have to keep living with the pain that makes you want to CTB but you can't CTB you have to die of natural causes in order to get the ideal world/society

 

[FuneralCry]

Only eternal nothingness is ideal to me, there is nothing desirable about existence under any circumstances, I find it tragic how life even exists at all, I believe it would be better if there was simply the absence of everything instead. And under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer for decades on end in this harmful and meaningless existence, I'd always prefer the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep.

 

[migimortis]

Only eternal nothingness is ideal to me, there is nothing desirable about existence under any circumstances, I find it tragic how life even exists at all, I believe it would be better if there was simply the absence of everything instead. And under no circumstances would I ever wish to suffer for decades on end in this harmful and meaningless existence, I'd always prefer the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep.

The ideal is nothing. What has to be endured to ensure nothing? This question is unanswerable.

 

[Homo erectus]

That's sounds a rather cheap price for achieving an ideal world. But no. It's quite meaningless. What can I do with an ideal world? Get the most out of it, or just watch it, appreciate its beauty without touching it? Ideal is already the best or perfect. There is nothing better to get out of it or improve. One will only watch it rot from the ideal state. That is just more suffering.

 

[inneedrelief]

That's sounds a rather cheap price for achieving an ideal world. But no. It's quite meaningless. What can I do with an ideal world? Get the most out of it, or just watch it, appreciate its beauty without touching it? Ideal is already the best or perfect. There is nothing better to get out of it or improve. One will only watch it rot from the ideal state. That is just more suffering.

Yeah tbh

 

[FutureHanger]

My ideal world could never exist in this shit show of a universe, so no.

it's just a hypothetical

 

[trashhologram]

I'm not sure if I understood the question right but I've been suffering here for like 2 decades already so if I could magically recover I would. But the question is worded a bit strange. How much longer would I have to suffer?