If you had the option for someone else to do it for you, would you?

[cooki3]

If you had someone, whether it be a doctor or simply a person who would aid in your journey to peace, would you take that opportunity as opposed to doing it alone? I mean specifically someone you knew and trusted to do your preferred method- not some guy off the street lmao.

 

[ma0]

I'm very conflicted on this. On the one hand, I struggle a lot with SI so having someone do it for me would be incredibly helpful.

On the other hand, I'd hate to traumatize someone innocent, especially someone I've known for a while.

 

[cooki3]

I'm very conflicted on this. On the one hand, I struggle a lot with SI so having someone do it for me would be incredibly helpful.

On the other hand, I'd hate to traumatize someone innocent, especially someone I've known for a while.

I agree. I would only do this if someone was a willing participant 100% and was on board with my decision. The thought of putting someone through that would be awful. I fear for that even with someone finding me.

 

[2messdup]

No. It's such a personal thing that I would want to do it myself, but preferably in a peaceful calm painless way like the Dignitas method.

 

[cooki3]

No. It's such a personal thing that I would want to do it myself, but preferably in a peaceful calm painless way like the Dignitas method.

I can definitely understand that <3 I haven't heard of that method though, if you wouldn't mind can you tell me what it is?

 

[Gstreater]

One hundred percent having someone there whether it's a doctor to do it so I don't fuck up. Or having a loved one there to do it so I don't chicken out at the last minute.

 

[cooki3]

One hundred percent having someone there whether it's a doctor to do it so I don't fuck up. Or having a loved one there to do it so I don't chicken out at the last minute.

Me too <3 I wish I could see a kind and familiar face to feel less scared and also not let me back out- primarily due to fear anyways. Plus, I don't like being alone whatsoever.

 

[Eudaimonic]

Yeah. I'm afraid I'll fuck it up regardless of which method I use, so it would be nice to have the assurance that I wouldn't fail

 

[Sweetsinking]

Yes! Personally I loved when I went under when anesthesia was used on me and I wish I had a reason to go under again. It'd be so nice if I could go that way, or if they could end my life after I'd be put to sleep. It was a nice environment, dark and the workers around me were kind, I had a heated blanket. It was the best experience.

Otherwise one of my TMI fantasies of being able to die happily would be getting shot in the head unknowingly while having... intercourse.

I just lack the courage to do it myself. I want it to be quick and painless. I want to feel nice before it happens, not alone and sad in my own bedroom.

 

[cooki3]

Yes! Personally I loved when I went under when anesthesia was used on me and I wish I had a reason to go under again. It'd be so nice if I could go that way, or if they could end my life after I'd be put to sleep. It was a nice environment, dark and the workers around me were kind, I had a heated blanket. It was the best experience.

Otherwise one of my TMI fantasies of being able to die happily would be getting shot in the head unknowingly while having... intercourse.

I just lack the courage to do it myself. I want it to be quick and painless. I want to feel nice before it happens, not alone and sad in my own bedroom.

I agree with both. I've only been put under twice but there was no fear due to the medication given before hand, warm blanket as you mentioned, and lights out before I even knew it. I also wish I could go during intercourse. TMI but My soon to be ex husband and I Are very much into choking until the point of passing out and I love it. I wish he wouldn't let go when I passed out and kept holding until I left.

 

[notreallybored]

ב''ה,

"I would prefer not to." Like, do I really have to bless some wannabe murderer with what they get off to?

Yet the idea of grinding at the US economy just to maybe eventually get the privacy and space to DIY in relative peace, yikes.

Can't someone just put fentanyl in the jet fuel and make fatal chemtrails a real thing, or the Armageddon everyone else wants more than whatever G-d is even supposed to do if my relatives get to slaughter and burn animals for Him right again break out?

Technically, while arguments can be made, probably no male who has ever done gay shit can be around if that happens (Temple in Jerusalem actually gets built and dedicated), so that counts me out. Probably castrating folks and claiming they've changed genders really isn't the workaround despite its popularity, at least until the entire genetics of it are fully fungible. Unless just knowing genetics exist obviates the whole restriction in Torah, then everyone hates each other over nothing, but I've run that past G-d and He seems unimpressed, or there's nothing that says He can't give you a disease over it ("dating" isn't all that whatever you like, but M/M dating moreso, particularly beyond schoolkid meet cute stuff).

 

[OptingOutSmiling]

No, it would feel as if I gave someone the right to murder me if it's like a doctor. And if it's someone else I trusted, it would be as if I let them take the burden to do it. I feel it's my responsibility, and don't want to give someone the power over me either. In case of chronic illness though, I'd agree to the Dignitas method as mentioned by @2messdup.

 

[2messdup]

I can definitely understand that <3 I haven't heard of that method though, if you wouldn't mind can you tell me what it is?

It's what they use at Dignitas for assisted dying. They supply you with a drink of pentobarbital sufficient to end your life. It is legal in that country so you can have people who care about you around you (if you have any which I don't, but it's not required). I've seen death at Dignitas on TV and it looked wonderfully peaceful.

 

[legoshi]

Yeah in a sense, if they like slipped SN in my drink or like gave me some fake aspirin that was some unknown meds that was fatal. Something like that. I wouldn't want someone to beat me with a bat, run me over or some other horrible thing though.

 

[Forever Sleep]

A doctor officially- yes. A kind person or a not so kind murderer- no. The kind person could end up in prison. The murderer should end up in prison but, I wouldn't willing submit to some sadist to get them there.

 

[FuneralCry]

I personally just want to painlessly cease existing alone and never suffer ever again, I just want peace from this torturous, futile existence that always felt like a mistake to me and peace for me could only lie in non-existence, I'd be so relieved to be free from this horrific reality where there is all this endless suffering and cruelty.

 

[martinso67]

I want someone to give me the access to medical methods and medication. As well someone to talk to about my CTB and how to do it as peaceful as possible.
The person could also be present not far away till I do it myself. So I feel a more sense of security.
I find Euthanasia (the technical definition) as akind of murder. I don't trust doctors that much unfortunately.

It's what they use at Dignitas for assisted dying. They supply you with a drink of pentobarbital sufficient to end your life. It is legal in that country so you can have people who care about you around you (if you have any which I don't, but it's not required). I've seen death at Dignitas on TV and it looked wonderfully peaceful.

That rich guy I think from Australia with his wife on his side. It made me actually angry, that he had a life of joy and money. Had found a wonderful wife, who also is sharing the last moment holding his arm.
I mean why do you choose only rich people or who had an awesome life.
But reject unfortunate people who had a bad life or hate it really. If they are really compassionate then they would at least wish a peaceful death for that unfortunate person. Like instead he can continue dying naturally and slowely through cancer or any old age chronical disease.

 

[Johnzaga23]

sure. everyone want euthanasia

 

[2messdup]

I want someone to give me the access to medical methods and medication. As well someone to talk to about my CTB and how to do it as peaceful as possible.
The person could also be present not far away till I do it myself. So I feel a more sense of security.
I find Euthanasia (the technical definition) as akind of murder. I don't trust doctors that much unfortunately.


That rich guy I think from Australia with his wife on his side. It made me actually angry, that he had a life of joy and money. Had found a wonderful wife, who also is sharing the last moment holding his arm.
I mean why do you choose only rich people or who had an awesome life.
But reject unfortunate people who had a bad life or hate it really. If they are really compassionate then they would at least wish a peaceful death for that unfortunate person. Like instead he can continue dying naturally and slowely through cancer or any old age chronical disease.

very true.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

yes i would like the option of hiring someone to help me kill myself.it's a million times easier to have someone do it for you or help you.

paying someone to shoot me with a shotgun would have been legal but they made that a crime. why is that a crime since i want to escape future bad pain and i want to die anyway my choice even if i had no problems and i'm not hurting anyone , paying the person that will shoot me they get money so both i and the person aiding me in my suicide get what they want and benefit. i would benefit by a trillion times by dying today. why is that the government morons business what i do in my own life or if i want to die to escape extreme suffering ? it's not their business they made us all slaves and prisoners.

we all will die anyway so why is it the government monster apes to decide when i die and not mine especially if i'm suffering tremendously and need to go? it's pure evil for those monsters to take away our right and choice to move away from unbearable pain or extreme suffering .they are evil torturers slavers oppressive monsters.

Nembutal would have been legal but they made that a crime.

yes i would like the option of hiring someone to help me kill myself. it's a million times easier to have someone do it for you or help you. for example if i could hire someone to shoot me with a gun that's a billion times easier than doing it myself . If i shoot myself in the head i only get one shot because ill be unconscious after the shot . someone shooting me could take many shots to make sure i'm dead. the worst thing governments have done is make guaranteed suicide methods into crimes. governments everywhere made paying someone to shoot you or help you with suicide a crime.

The monsters also made Nembutal a crime, suicide booths like the sarco restricted. all of these things and more should be available for us to purchase. and they were available to purchase until evil governnment controlling monsters went to a lot of trouble to write laws to make all these and more crimes.