ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
I've fucked up my own life plenty clearly as look where I am, but I also just try not to be too hard on myself because I never had a chance to begin with. I really hate Sundays as they are the prelude to 5 more days that will have me forced to participate. Forced to see beautiful, happy and life loving people when I leave my house. Forced to trade what little daily enjoyment I do have at a job that makes me feel humiliated and gives me no joy. Just staring at the clock as it ticks and tocks for the last hour of my "peace" before I once again have to put on the happy face and march to another's drums