Darkhaven
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- May 19, 2019
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No. I would (hypothetically) recommend taking more if you vomit, otherwise you're probably just looking at the side effects rather than the end goal.
Edit: If you do decide to call EMS, remember the antidote is methylene blue-- they won't have it with them, but it needs to be ready at the hospital. Unfortunately, you'll have some explaining to do and probably a few mandatory days in a psych unit.
My plan is to try to drink a second dose if I throw up the first. At least there's a better chance that enough of it will remain in my system to do the job.
Do you think most hospitals see a blue person, and know they need to treat you with methylene blue? Worse case scenario and I'm found, I'm hoping I'll get clueless doctors and paramedics that don't figure it out until it's too late. I have a short note written (just a quick bit about my health conditions, that I've chosen rational suicide instead of misery, and that I acted alone), but am unsure about whether to put it someplace obvious, or hide it a bit. If they see the note right off the bat, they'll probably know how to treat me. Maybe if I fold it and put under my clock radio, it will be found soon, but not too soon
Do you think most hospitals see a blue person, and know they need to treat you with methylene blue?
I have a short note written... but am unsure about whether to put it someplace obvious, or hide it a bit.
Good point; although they won't run labwork until the blood is at the hospital, I'm sure EMS would comment that it's very abnormal looking and brown in color.I suppose paramedics would draw blood, and alert the hospital.
I think that would work, it's just not practical. Isn't the minimum amount of water necessary to mix in at least 50 mL? That's a really, really big "push," so you'd have to get a couple of 30 mL syringes and either use an IV catheter or stick yourself twice-- and it'll need to be a BIG vein.
I'm not even sure you could use the same vein twice; sodium is extremely irritating to the lining of veins, and typically causes them to collapse. In fact, hypertonic saline is used in sclerotherapy, to get rid of spider veins and varicose veins by destroying yhem from the inside.
Ok I see that injecting SN in veins is bad. But what about using less water than 50ml and injecting the SN in muscles not veins?
That seems less painful than in veins, no chance of throwing it up and potentially you could use more than 20g to ensure death.
Would that work?
Wouldn't the bluish appearance of lips, etc give away what's going on?
Not only is that a viable solution it is actually a medical protocol for cyanide poisoning. I will be doing this in conjunction with taking it orally but you need to make a completely different solution that is weaker than the one you take orally. Needs to be 3% by volume rather than a weight in a glass of water. Can search for a post where I outlined how to make this solution. But I highlight it would be at your own risk as it is my risk in doing it, and you do not need large amounts as its going into your bloodstream directly and bypassing the metabolic processWhat about injecting SN with a syringe? If you inject it then you wouldn't throw it up so that would make it more reliable than drinking it. Would that be a certain fast death? Would that be painful? I'll trade off a minute of pain for not feeling pain ever again for trillions of trillions of years to infinity and beyond.
Not only is that a viable solution it is actually a medical protocol for cyanide poisoning. I will be doing this in conjunction with taking it orally but you need to make a completely different solution that is weaker than the one you take orally. Needs to be 3% by volume rather than a weight in a glass of water. Can search for a post where I outlined how to make this solution. But I highlight it would be at your own risk as it is my risk in doing it, and you do not need large amounts as its going into your bloodstream directly and bypassing the metabolic process
No. Hard no. Again, it's way too much fluid; IM injections are usually 3 mL or less. MORE IMPORTANTLY: this kind of SN isn't made for injection. It might be incredibly painful. What if it doesn't work, and you're left with large areas of tissue that actually died from a toxic, non-sterile solution? You would have to have big chunks of necrotic skin and muscle surgically carved out of you. This idea scares me.Ok I see that injecting SN in veins is bad. But what about using less water than 50ml and injecting the SN in muscles not veins?
That seems less painful than in veins, no chance of throwing it up and potentially you could use more than 20g to ensure death.
Would that work?
Sorry Gingerplum, hate to disagree with my favourite medic.MORE IMPORTANTLY: SN isn't made for injection.
I'm not a medic; I'm a registered nurse with 20+ years experience in acute and critical care.Sorry Gingerplum, hate to disagree with my favourite medic.
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Is that in response to me? If so, they only keep you at the hospital long enough to be sure you tolerate the feeds, and for you to learn how to do them yourself. I'd wait until I was home to turn into a smurf. The reality is, I'm too much of a chicken shit to get the feeding tube. I had an NG tube once when I had a bowel obstruction. If was incredibly painful when they put it in (my nasal passages are small), and very uncomfortable to live with. They even were making me swallow my pills with that tube down my throat (fun times), which was so stupid, because the NG was suctioning everything right back out. Horrible memories!
Not only is that a viable solution it is actually a medical protocol for cyanide poisoning. I will be doing this in conjunction with taking it orally but you need to make a completely different solution that is weaker than the one you take orally. Needs to be 3% by volume rather than a weight in a glass of water. Can search for a post where I outlined how to make this solution. But I highlight it would be at your own risk as it is my risk in doing it, and you do not need large amounts as its going into your bloodstream directly and bypassing the metabolic process
I've been resisting my GIs recommendation that I get a feeding tube (I've not read good things about them, plus it would require a hospital stay and I'm terrified of hospitals due to being in them way too often). But now I'm thinking that would sure be any easy way to ingest a fatal amount of SN!
I've been resisting my GIs recommendation that I get a feeding tube (I've not read good things about them, plus it would require a hospital stay and I'm terrified of hospitals due to being in them way too often). But now I'm thinking that would sure be any easy way to ingest a fatal amount of SN!
First of all I wasn't intend to insult by saying medic when referring to you, in the UK and especially if you have worked with the armed forces, the word 'medic' refers to anyone with formal medical training. That could range from a student nurse to a top level surgeon, so no offence was made by it. When in a particular battlefield scenario, all you are looking for is someone who can help. So hopefully I am forgiven?How much water would be required to make a 3% solution? If the PPH recommends a minimum of 50 mL for oral solution, that's already a HUGE volume for IV push; now we're talking about significantly more.
Yes, you wouldn't need as big of a dose IV because you're skipping over first-pass metabolism, but how are you calculating the percentage lost to the gut and liver?? I have no clue how to figure that out.
Finally-- and I will keep repeating this-- hypertonic saline is used in sclerotherapy to kill spider veins and varicose veins, and I don't know how long any given vein will tolerate this concentration before it collapses... this is why it's only used with central lines in a hospital setting, not peripheral IV's.
Are you going to to use one vein to push all of the solution? Using a 60 mL syringe to inject directly into a vein is wildly impractical, and you'd have to do it twice.
Am I missing something here?? I'll be the first to admit if I'm wrong, but IV sounds completely impractical, and IM is likely going to result in massive tissue death if you survive.
First of all I wasn't intend to insult by saying medic when referring to you, in the UK and especially if you have worked with the armed forces, the word 'medic' refers to anyone with formal medical training. That could range from a student nurse to a top level surgeon, so no offence was made by it. When in a particular battlefield scenario, all you are looking for is someone who can help. So hopefully I am forgiven?
Somewhat reluctant a bit to go through the process of making the 3% solution as I did a few posts on it and realised I opened a can of worms. It is completely different to making the oral solution, if you use the oral solution as recommended by the PPH through injection, you will really hurt yourself.
I completely agree that in the context of a known and tested cbt method it has zero formal research or approval from anyone with the right qualifications to do so. This is a real 'do not try this at home' moment.
I will say how I got to my theory and I will be sending a paper to Exit on my leaving to see if they could review and expand on it for viability. So really happy to share how I got to this idea, but unwilling to give someone a prescription to hurt themselves. The premise of my investigation was based on reducing some of the regimen, time for SN to take effect and not worry about vomiting. So I can see that an enema is possible, but the dignity thing really came to mind. So I then looked at injecting. Using search parameters I saw that vials of SN were being sold. Looked at why it existed and found that it is one of two drugs administered to patients suffering from cyanide poisoning. The method outlined for administering SN as part of the cyanide poisoning protocol outlines administering a certain quantity over a certain point of time with the aftercare notes of observing for the effects we are trying to achieve by taking SN. If you go into those instructions more and perhaps cross reference with other articles issued by medical resources, you would be able to calculate the dosage that they seem as fatal. And without giving specifics as my reasoning above, it is nowhere near 60ml that needs to be injected and the quantity in weight of SN is significantly reduced. So what did I achieve by the research? Yes you can inject SN. It is completely different in preparation to the oral method. Would reduce some of the regimen
However this will not remove the symptoms of low blood pressure, potential headache and tachycardia. But does negate the regimen to a degree with antiemetics and antacid.
So please take this as theory. The fact that I am doing it is completely at my own risk and I am in no way endorsing it or saying it as a replacement in whole or part from the tried and tested method outlined in both the SN megathread and PPH.
And I completely agree and hopefully I put enough warnings in my post for people not to do it. I have already received a few pm for request and I will be politely declining because I am not here to cause harm. But with the job I did back in the day I'm conditioned to seeking new ideas and coming out with theories. So the theory is somewhat there. Without going further into the detail of my research I can't really respond to your valid questions without some people asking even more questions on top with regarding this theory. I have done my best to mitigate the risks and issues surrounding what I am doing and fully admit there are some that risks that without access to a real pharmaceutical laboratory I cannot negate. However, I will say tongue in cheek that I am not giving myself a vitamin shot and I am doing it to make sure this is a one time event.Sorry if I sound like a broken record, but this site was created at least in part to minimize pain and suffering, not exacerbate it.
If you do throw up what should do? Call the ambulance or keep waiting?No. I would (hypothetically) recommend taking more if you vomit, otherwise you're probably just looking at the side effects rather than the end goal.
Edit: If you do decide to call EMS, remember the antidote is methylene blue-- they won't have it with them, but it needs to be ready at the hospital. Unfortunately, you'll have some explaining to do and probably a few mandatory days in a psych unit.