hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
I wish I could live well off financially as a writer. We artists suffer so much because everyone is always juding like "you wont be able to pay rent next month" etc.
The worst part is most of the time they are right. Rent and bills here in the US are so high, like it is impossible to afford anything. I wish I could be me without having to work on something else I don't even like and gives me panic attacks. I don't know how to make this work anymore.
 
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Bootleg Astolfo

Bootleg Astolfo

Glorious Bean Plushie
Oct 12, 2020
656
I want to become the mascot of femboy propaganda for an authoritarian femboy regime.
 
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bed

bed

CTBed
Aug 24, 2019
919
A poet, I find it cathartic to write poems about how I am feeling.
 
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lessonlearned

lessonlearned

Member
May 23, 2022
86
a musician i guess
 
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chyme

chyme

churning, churning
Jun 5, 2022
30
A surgeon. It's kind of funny; it wasn't until doing extensive research on different ways to kill myself that I came to realize my passion for medicine.
I don't have the money or motivation needed to get into med school, though. Also the US healthcare industry is a corrupt nightmare.
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
581
I'd dance. When I'm not being self-concious and I manage to lose myself in a dance, it is one of the few times in my life that I feel totally free of all worries, possibly even bordering on happiness. I've often said that I could live on a dance floor -- that is how much I love it.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
a mangaka aha
 
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Irrumi

Irrumi

efilist
Oct 26, 2021
34
Writer. But I'm not sure it would have become popular enough. Pessimists aren't trending.
 
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lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Horror movie reviewer or being paid to travel and reviewing hotels,food, sights,and shopping destinations.

I like the thought of traveling everywhere and never being in the same spot for too long despite never leaving my house.:pfff:
 
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BetweenRadioStations

BetweenRadioStations

Student
Aug 10, 2021
134
poet
 
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FatalSystemError591

FatalSystemError591

{He/They}
Oct 12, 2020
229
Singer. If I could, I'd be performing. Can turn my poetry into songs and offer my voice.
 
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whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,914
Videogame development.
I want to become the mascot of femboy propaganda for an authoritarian femboy regime.
That sounds like what you might already be, no? 🤔
 
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Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
509
I'd be a stripper in the strip club forever if I could have stayed young forever 😂 I loved dancing for people.
 
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TheLastFemaphrodyke

TheLastFemaphrodyke

Student
May 25, 2022
130
I would get paid for my writing, songs, music, poetry, artwork and training of cats to walk on leashes. Everything I already do, I just don't get paid for.
 
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DynamicDepression

Deranged
Mar 28, 2022
352
My dream would be to write for video games. Game development has always been my passion and it's one of the few things that I still enjoy.
 
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,231
My dream would be to write for video games. Game development has always been my passion and it's one of the few things that I still enjoy.
Me too. That would be so cool.
 
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Trezzohno

Trezzohno

Suffering from a bad case of being alive :/
May 9, 2022
52
Influencer ...lol
 
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Orange010

Member
May 1, 2022
20
Actor / voice actor. And illustrator.
 
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NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I no longer have any passion for work. I made a living off being an influencer briefly and was a nurse. I struggle too much with mental consistency to stick with anything anymore and have no stress tolerance.

If I successfully recover, my passion will be working as little as possible in a part-time, low stress, WFH job.
 
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TheLastFemaphrodyke

TheLastFemaphrodyke

Student
May 25, 2022
130
You must have a high frustration tolerance! 😹
Actually, all my cats walk on leashes! They love going every where with me. Our oldest lived in a semi truck with us for over eight years and has walked all over the United States!....but alas, yes, I put up with WAY too much and have a far too high frustration tolerance ;)
 
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Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
678
My alternative humanist geek café 🤓♥️

dragon maid moe GIF by Crunchyroll

Writer. But I'm not sure it would have become popular enough. Pessimists aren't trending.
I beg to differ : Lovecraft is 😁 Orwell too though he was a little too right...
 
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ncmxm

ncmxm

Experienced
Jun 9, 2021
232
A model or actress

If I were beautiful enough

Or one of those women men pay to go on dates with, like in Japan
No sex, just getting paid to accompany someone

Again if I were beautiful enough
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Deadly assassin who murder dictators.
 
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Hirokami

Hirokami

Out of order
Feb 21, 2021
607
Notable game developer or webcomic author.
 
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whereistheshnow

Member
May 31, 2022
21
a Phd in physics
 
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Ness

Ness

They/Them pronouns, please
Aug 28, 2019
248
I see I'm not the only poet in here, that's kind of neat.
 
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Sweet Chainsaw

Sweet Chainsaw

Member
Dec 6, 2020
46
MUSIC!!!!!!

I would love to pick up on saxophones & improvisation and hit the road.

I Googled my classmates from decades ago and they have been doing amazing things while I wasted my life away.
I'm really happy for them, but I'm also jealous and envious.
 
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