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Kitsunefox

Member
Oct 28, 2018
94
So that you can be happy
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
Swift, painless death.
 
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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
To win the lottery.
 
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Otto

Otto

Student
Sep 10, 2018
127
To have a cure for for type 1 diabetes
 
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your pathologist

your pathologist

¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Sep 5, 2018
519
To go back in time and slap myself upside the head and not ever visit that damn doctor that gave me paxil for the first time
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Restart my life as a cis femaale
 
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Otto

Otto

Student
Sep 10, 2018
127
Never get started on meds
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
having never existed...
 
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Terminally drunk

Terminally drunk

Student
Aug 29, 2018
133
Swift, painless death.
Lol I wish for life to be fair an just.

Why does this cat have to be locked outside after spending half of its life indoors. Just because it can't hold its bladder. Scratching on the door every night. Never giving up. Doesn't even know the reality its facing or the fact its going to die. IMG 20181030 035143
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
To win the lottery.
Would that fix all of your problems and you would never think of ctb ever again?

For me it would just mean that I would feel the same but in a nicer house. On the upside, that house could be in Mexico where I would find it easier to obtain N.
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
A suicide partner for a soon hanging
 
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dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Travel back in time to April of this year and take the job that would've made my life better instead of ruining it.
 
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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
Would that fix all of your problems and you would never think of ctb ever again?

For me it would just mean that I would feel the same but in a nicer house. On the upside, that house could be in Mexico where I would find it easier to obtain N.

For me, it will solve all of my problems,and then I wouldn't have to ctb.
Because the main reason that I want to ctb is financial and more specifically that I have no financial future at 26.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,806
to die from a heart attack
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
For me, it will solve all of my problems,and then I wouldn't have to ctb.
Because the main reason that I want to ctb is financial and more specifically that I have no financial future at 26.
Fair enough, you said it's the main reason though. What about the other reasons, would they simply disappear as well?

Don't get me wrong, I am not trying to dismiss your reason for wanting to ctb as not important. It is to you and that's all that matters. We all have legitimate reasons for being here and I don't believe mine are any more significant than yours, or anyone else's.

I look at it differently though. I am nearly 50, I've had it all, nice house, car, luxury items as well as 4 wonderful children. I also lost it all, twice. First marriage fell apart, she got everything, house, car and kids. The only thing that I cared about losing was my kids. Fuck material possessions. The second time my marriage failed, all she wanted was the house and the car, said I could have the kids. Couldn't get those papers signed quick enough.

At the end of the day though, we are both at the same place, at the same time. On a fucking suicide forum. I know for a fact though, that without the responsibility of having to raise 2 young children, I would have caught that bus many years ago.

Seriously though, I hope you find that pot of gold you seek and it brings you all the happiness you desire.
 
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Metavoid

Metavoid

Student
Oct 21, 2018
160
A multi million dollar lucrative enterprise.
 
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iiii5555

Student
Sep 12, 2018
121
I would wish for omnipotence.
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
Nonexistence
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
To die in my sleep from a heart attack
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
To die in my sleep from a heart attack
Usually most people wake up right before they die which sucks. Actually dying in your sleep unconscious for the entire time is very rare.
 
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Sayo

Sayo

Not 2B
Aug 22, 2018
520
In the spirit of the question, it would likely be career related, so that I could fulfil any purpose I had and feel worthwhile in the manner I know how. Seems like it would give me the best chance.

Not sure one 'ordinary' wish could cover everything though. I'm not awfully fit for stability or peace, never mind happiness.
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
Usually most people wake up right before they die which sucks. Actually dying in your sleep unconscious for the entire time is very rare.
Buzzkiller
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Die suddenly & quietly with no chance of being saved.
 
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Suicideisnirvana

Suicideisnirvana

Specialist
Aug 4, 2018
312
Cure for my frequent urination problem.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
Travel back in time to April of this year and take the job that would've made my life better instead of ruining it.
I made baaaad career choices this year as well. Now? I'm an ironic job which I said I'd never do. Effen effed up badly.
 
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