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Journeytoletgo
Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
- May 14, 2018
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Life would have still been crap and I'd be forever alone because of my skin disease however at least I wouldn't have all these traumas dealing with men. And you know who put it into my head my bullies. They said I looked Indian and my foolishness looked for an Indian man online who took advantage of me and was an abuser who broke me. I went into self destruction mode and ruined my chance at escaping home I could have went on campus but I spiraled into a deep depression after him and haven't recovered instead sought other men or men that approached me I allowed them to use me out of my own low self esteem and loneliness
Horrible I didn't need these extra problems I wish I wasn't so dumb. I'd be a lot healthier mentally sure the bully trauma, and skin condition trauma id still CTB but the fact that I was used makes me want to die quickly
Horrible I didn't need these extra problems I wish I wasn't so dumb. I'd be a lot healthier mentally sure the bully trauma, and skin condition trauma id still CTB but the fact that I was used makes me want to die quickly