Venting If only I could get a poison that would kill me instantly.

[First loss]

I did some research on the subject. The most accessible thing to me is antifreeze, however it would most likely just leave me alive with fucked up kidneys. Second think I could get my hands on are cherry pits, which are really poisonous and contain cyanide that can cause death and hospitalization when crushed and consumed. My worries are that suicide attempts by poison mostly fail and that I will just fuck myself up without dying.

Anyone has some info? Thanks.

 

[Soul]

I did some research on the subject. The most accessible thing to me is antifreeze, however it would most likely just leave me alive with fucked up kidneys. Second think I could get my hands on are cherry pits, which are really poisonous and contain cyanide that can cause death and hospitalization when crushed and consumed. My worries are that suicide attempts by poison mostly fail and that I will just fuck myself up without dying.

Anyone has some info? Thanks.

SN is a poison that gets a lot of attention around here

 

[TiredOfLife95]

You can try N if you have enough money. N kills almost instantly and it's painless

 

[First loss]

SN is a poison that gets a lot of attention around here

Not really accessible to me.

 

[I screwed up]

How much N would be enough to kill

 

[Rachel74]

Not really accessible to me.

You can get SN from ebay

I did some research on the subject. The most accessible thing to me is antifreeze, however it would most likely just leave me alive with fucked up kidneys. Second think I could get my hands on are cherry pits, which are really poisonous and contain cyanide that can cause death and hospitalization when crushed and consumed. My worries are that suicide attempts by poison mostly fail and that I will just fuck myself up without dying.

Anyone has some info? Thanks.

Apple pips contain cyanide too.

 

[bigj75]

How much N would be enough to kill

9-12 grams. In some cases, even 6 grams have killed some individuals while others have survived 9 grams.

 

[I screwed up]

Thanks my friend ... I will need to hoard strips of N , in India we get it upon prescription only that too 30 and 60 mg strengths .. So will need lots of strips ... Not sure if I will be able to get hold of so many though .

 

[Saga]

pure cyanide with the right dose is enough to kill you around 300mg of cyanide...

 

[First loss]

You can get SN from ebay

Apple pips contain cyanide too.

I think not enough to kill me tbh. I have some apples I will try it.

 

[walkingdead1]

Thanks my friend ... I will need to hoard strips of N , in India we get it upon prescription only that too 30 and 60 mg strengths .. So will need lots of strips ... Not sure if I will be able to get hold of so many though .

you mean SN? or N

 

[Soul]

you mean SN? or N

@walkingdead1 must mean N, since SN isn't a prescription drug (or a drug at all). If s/he means nembutal, though, I doubt anyone would stay conscious long enough to ingest a lethal dose of the pills.

I think not enough to kill me tbh.

I don't understand: you think you can't buy enough SN on ebay? It's sold in bottles of like 125 or 250 grams, and the dose people take to exit is 15-25 grams.

 

[drunk trey]

pure cyanide with the right dose is enough to kill you around 300mg of cyanide...

wish I could get my hands on that but I live in uk I know Richard the iceman used it to kill his victims

 

[gingerplum]

Let's not start hoarding apple seeds just yet... death by cyanide is horrifying. https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.la.../the-science-behind-how-cyanide-kills-you/amp

 

[walkingdead1]

@walkingdead1 must mean N, since SN isn't a prescription drug (or a drug at all). If s/he means nembutal, though, I doubt anyone would stay conscious long enough to ingest a lethal dose of the pills.

But even N is not sold anywhere 30mg-60mg tablets? I think 'I screwed up' might clarify

 

[I screwed up]

Posted an image of phenobarbitone above which is available in India, in 60 mg ... Correctme if I m wrong . I was referring to these in my post when I said I would need to hoard N

 

[walkingdead1]

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Posted an image of phenobarbitone above which is available in India, in 60 mg ... Correctme if I m wrong . I was referring to these in my post when I said I would need to hoard N

N is nembutal (pentobarbital), this is different (phenobarbital)

read this https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/phenobarbitone-overdose.20990/

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Posted an image of phenobarbitone above which is available in India, in 60 mg ... Correctme if I m wrong . I was referring to these in my post when I said I would need to hoard N

and why not SN if in india?

 

[Soul]

N is nembutal (pentobarbital), this is different (phenobarbital)

read this https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/phenobarbitone-overdose.20990/

and why not SN if in india?

Sorry for briefly mixing you two up.
If I thought I could get N on prescription I wouldn't consider SN either.

 

[ImSorryEmma]

I did some research on the subject. The most accessible thing to me is antifreeze, however it would most likely just leave me alive with fucked up kidneys. Second think I could get my hands on are cherry pits, which are really poisonous and contain cyanide that can cause death and hospitalization when crushed and consumed. My worries are that suicide attempts by poison mostly fail and that I will just fuck myself up without dying.

Anyone has some info? Thanks.

you can get cyanide in pill form off the dark web (the kind that spies use to end their lives quickly so they can't be used to get information out of them I believe but I haven't checked in a long time so i'm not so sure about that

 

[woxihuanni]

you can get cyanide in pill form off the dark web (the kind that spies use to end their lives quickly so they can't be used to get information out of them I believe but I haven't checked in a long time so i'm not so sure about that

I think for dark web savvy people, H would be a more peaceful and sure way.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Personally if I were you I would get heroin off the street, with a needle and some citric acid to dissolve it. We got a heroin mega thread around here you can check out. If you don't know where to buy it then just pay a homeless person to show you were you can buy it.

 

[JimFord99]

There are some drastic an brutal ones: ricin and SA. Painful though ...

 

[I screwed up]

Thanks for the help all, but can only phenobarbital + alcohol do the job.. If so how much would I need .. Really appreciate the help around here ... But since I need to hoard pheno I need to know exactly how much is needed ... I can't get my hands on the other stuff mentioned in the PDF article above.

 

[First loss]

Personally if I were you I would get heroin off the street, with a needle and some citric acid to dissolve it. We got a heroin mega thread around here you can check out. If you don't know where to buy it then just pay a homeless person to show you were you can buy it.

I actually do know. Is it painful or what? I hate needles.

@walkingdead1 must mean N, since SN isn't a prescription drug (or a drug at all). If s/he means nembutal, though, I doubt anyone would stay conscious long enough to ingest a lethal dose of the pills.



I don't understand: you think you can't buy enough SN on ebay? It's sold in bottles of like 125 or 250 grams, and the dose people take to exit is 15-25 grams.

I was reffering to apples. I cannot get ahold of SN for a year or so.

 

[sleepy dog]

"First loss" - Why can't you get SN?