Venting If my husband hadn't of found my SN, I would of used it by now.

[SHThrowAway213]

I'm so desperate to die.
I have tried hanging twice this week, and I can't make myself pass out.
I did order some SN, hid it, but my husband found it and threw it out.
I know that if he didn't find it, I would be dead right now.
I know for a 100 percent fact, I would of used it by now.
But yet I'm stuck.
Reordering isn't an option.
He knows what the package looks like.
I can't order to a PO box as can't afford it.
I'm just stuck.

 

[Mr2005]

Good job he did or you'd miss that music festival

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

I'm sorry that you are going through such a rough time and that you are feeling so stuck. :( I wish there was some way that I could help. *hugs* Do you live in a big enough city that has a Hub? You could order some more and pick it up from one of those locations, possibly.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Good job he did or you'd miss that music festival

We went last year, it's just there's more bands he wants to see this year.

I'm sorry that you are going through such a rough time and that you are feeling so stuck. :( I wish there was some way that I could help. *hugs* Do you live in a big enough city that has an Amazon Hub? You could order some more and pick it up from one of those locations, possibly.

Np I don't, I unfortunately live in a small seaside town

 

[cosmicpixiedust]

Np I don't, I unfortunately live in a small seaside town

I'm sorry to hear that the Hubs are unavailable to you. :/ Maybe you could start saving up for a PO box secretly? Or possibly find someone you trust to order it for you so you at least don't have it arriving in the original packaging? Idk I'm sorry I can't be of more help.

 

[Ghost2211]

I do understand his intention, but that is such a serious violation of freedom, rights, and trust. I would be beyond angry if anyone ever threw out my SN. I am sorry he feels the need to assert this level of control, and I'm even more sorry that you're having to endure it.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

I do understand his intention, but that is such a serious violation of freedom, rights, and trust. I would be beyond angry if anyone ever threw out my SN. I am sorry he feels the need to assert this level of control, and I'm even more sorry that you're having to endure it.

This happened a couple weeks ago and I'm still fuming.
I could of been dead by now if he didn't do that.

 

[ManWithNoName]

I'm so desperate to die.
I have tried hanging twice this week, and I can't make myself pass out.

What were your complications that led to failing twice via hanging?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Same here. If my SN hadn't been found I would have been dead by now.

 

[k75]

Reordering isn't an option.
He knows what the package looks like.
I can't order to a PO box as can't afford it.
I'm just stuck.

Maybe you could secretly put a vacation hold on your mail. For a few days, he wouldn't know. They hold your mail at the post office until you pick it up and take the hold off.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

What were your complications that led to failing twice via hanging?

I can't make myself pass out. I'm having trouble compressing the cartorid artery