nzdarkshark

nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
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I don't think I would do it that way, but something in me tells me to ask anyway.

I'm on Fluoxitine, 20mg per tablet. Could I OD off this antidepressant if I wanted to? And how many pills would I need?
 
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You can't successfully overdose on SSRIs - you'll just maybe have a seizure if you take a few hundred pills
 
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nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
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You can't successfully overdose on SSRIs - you'll just maybe have a seizure if you take a few hundred pills
Damn, thanks. I don't have anywhere near that many anyway.
 
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There are generally better methods than overdosing.
I attempted partial suspension last October but chickened out because I panicked because for some reason I can't seem to pass out..
It's hard because I still live with my parents, can't drive and there isn't anything high enough to jump off.
 
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I attempted partial suspension last October but chickened out because I panicked because for some reason I can't seem to pass out..
It's hard because I still live with my parents, can't drive and there isn't anything high enough to jump off.

What about a bridge?
 
Rhea

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Jul 25, 2019
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What about using something like Helium? It's peaceful and easy to set up. If you don't want to have a bag over your head then you can just use a gas mask, I'd personally suggest a GP-5 (removing the filter ofc). There are some other gasses that can be used instead of helium as well but I've no experience with em, either way, good luck!
 
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nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
400
What about using something like Helium? It's peaceful and easy to set up. If you don't want to have a bag over your head then you can just use a gas mask, I'd personally suggest a GP-5 (removing the filter ofc). There are some other gasses that can be used instead of helium as well but I've no experience with em, either way, good luck!
Thanks. If I did ctb, I'd probably want to do it away from home, and since I live with my parents I don't know how I'd get all the supplies without being caught. Since my parents found out about my SN plan earlier this year, they are very worried about me getting packages, especially if I haven't specified I'd bought something.
Maybe I'm just destined to suffer in this world.
 
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Thanks. If I did ctb, I'd probably want to do it away from home, and since I live with my parents I don't know how I'd get all the supplies without being caught. Since my parents found out about my SN plan earlier this year, they are very worried about me getting packages, especially if I haven't specified I'd bought something.
Maybe I'm just destined to suffer in this world.
Going to a motel/hotel and having your supplies in some small rented storage place could work eShrug. Though if you really did want to leave this world as quicly as possible, just get a belt, go to a nice tree and in the woods and hang yourself. No such thing as ''destined'' to suffer, you choose yourself how long you suffer.
 
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nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
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Going to a motel/hotel and having your supplies in some small rented storage place could work eShrug. Though if you really did want to leave this world as quicly as possible, just get a belt, go to a nice tree and in the woods and hang yourself. No such thing as ''destined'' to suffer, you choose yourself how long you suffer.
I attempted hanging last year and it didn't work.
I guess I could just attempt to get to that bridge, but I don't want to look suspisious by walking down the highway.
I could also jump in front of a vehicle - but I don't like the idea of including others, especially innocent people who would probably be traumatised by my actions.
 
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Rhea

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I attempted hanging last year and it didn't work.
I guess I could just attempt to get to that bridge, but I don't want to look suspisious by walking down the highway.
I could also jump in front of a vehicle - but I don't like the idea of including others, especially innocent people who would probably be traumatised by my actions.
If you don't want to look suspicious walking down the highway, just rent a bike, easy as that. Oh and if you suspect the bridge is not high enough, get a backpack filled with stones or something, the more speed you gain when you fall, the better.
 
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If you don't want to look suspicious walking down the highway, just rent a bike, easy as that. Oh and if you suspect the bridge is not high enough, get a backpack filled with stones or something, the more speed you gain when you fall, the better.
I'm stubborn - so I'm sure I could find a way if it came to that.
 
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I'm stubborn - so I'm sure I could find a way if it came to that.

Stubborness can either keep you alive, or kill you. In my case its keeping my alive.
 
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nzdarkshark

The Loved Mistake
Sep 4, 2018
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If you don't want to look suspicious walking down the highway, just rent a bike, easy as that. Oh and if you suspect the bridge is not high enough, get a backpack filled with stones or something, the more speed you gain when you fall, the better.

I just googled distance between where I live and the bridge and google estimated it would be 5 hours walk. I can't ride a bike to save my life, I could hitchhike but that could be potentially dangerous.
I just googled distance between where I live and the bridge and google estimated it would be 5 hours walk. I can't ride a bike to save my life, I could hitchhike but that could be potentially dangerous.
I'm hopeless.
 
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