If I had N.... and other ramblings

[Treeline589]

I'd take it right now. In all honesty I do have the funds for it, I'm just a bit worried that I would be the one to get caught trying to obtain it.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Feel quite the same, might get it eventually the money doesn't bother me just if I pay for it I want to get it for sure. I'd much rather just have a gun.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I had N, I would find it comforting if I had a way to peacefully exit this world at a time of my own choosing. It is cruel how the society denies people that option and expects them to suffer against their wishes. More than anything I wish suicide was easier, I am so tired of this dreadful existence. I have suffered enough. I wish you the best in whatever happens.