If I had a gun right now,i would shoot myself

[meowcat]

So lonely and tired.
Wish I could end it
If i were to hang myself,I would'nt even know where to.
There are people around every tree.And I don't have a place to hang at home.
Just so lonely and tired.

 

[Dawn0071111]

I know how you feel hun... Its horrible to feel so isolated & tired.... Like you just cannot go on any longer... and Im sorry about whatever it is that brought you to this awful place in your life.... You are welcomed & accepted here... Keep sharing your truth as you decide how you want to proceed in mitigating your suffering.... Im sorry you suffer so bad, you hurt your in pain... sending u love

 

[White_Room293]

I don't know loneliness but I do know pain and I wish your pain to lessen if it can

 

[b12ruinedme]

same

 

[RedAlert]

When i was homeless, i would say that same thing everyday after waking up. No trees around because it was a depressing industrial area though, oh god those days where so dark, so lonely, so much pain.
That's why i would hit the liquor store everyday, to ease the pain, just a little distraction from all that misery. Makes me want a drink just thinking about it.

 

[woxihuanni]

Yup, right now if I could. Not that I'd trust myself with a gun, but assuming I have the skill.

 

[MercuryAce]

You think you would. I have a firearm and pulling the trigger is exactly as hard as getting yourself to jump from a 15 story building. I know because I tried and my SI said NOPE so now its pharma time for me. Always have a backup method, just having the gun wont guarantee your ability to go through with it.

 

[jayfox]

You think you would. I have a firearm and pulling the trigger is exactly as hard as getting yourself to jump from a 15 story building. I know because I tried and my SI said NOPE so now its pharma time for me. Always have a backup method, just having the gun wont guarantee your ability to go through with it.

Gun is method of choice , unfortunately I live in Europe and its impossible to get one

I have really strong SI but I spend my day daydreaming with a gun

I wish I could get one

 

[MercuryAce]

Gun is method of choice , unfortunately I live in Europe and its impossible to get one

I have really strong SI but I spend my day daydreaming with a gun

I wish I could get one

I know it *seems* very appealing and easy but once you do your research it becomes much less appealing. You have to put the gun deep in your mouth and aim up which is really uncomfortable and you can't really practice it because it triggers the gag reflex very swiftly. Also with small calibers (usually 9mm in the EU unless you obtain a hunting license) it's a real gamble to hit the brain stem which would guarantee an instant death. More powerful handguns like a 45 also have more powerful recoil which drastically increases your chance to miss vital regions and leaving you disfigured and alive.

Best chance would be a shotgun up the mouth, depending on your country you don't even need a license, just the correct ammunition but you face the same risks and discomforts as above.

 

[jayfox]

I know it *seems* very appealing and easy but once you do your research it becomes much less appealing. You have to put the gun deep in your mouth and aim up which is really uncomfortable and you can't really practice it because it triggers the gag reflex very swiftly. Also with small calibers (usually 9mm in the EU unless you obtain a hunting license) it's a real gamble to hit the brain stem which would guarantee an instant death. More powerful handguns like a 45 also have more powerful recoil which drastically increases your chance to miss vital regions and leaving you disfigured and alive.

Best chance would be a shotgun up the mouth, depending on your country you don't even need a license, just the correct ammunition but you face the same risks and discomforts as above.

That doesn't sound too bad for me, but its my preferred method.

I have no gag reflex and any other problems seem small

I prefer it over N , but in Europe it's impossible , I wanted one so bad,

people are very lucky in US

 

[GeorgeJL]

It's not a good idea to commit suicide on a whim.

 

[mnjkl]

That doesn't sound too bad for me, but its my preferred method.

I have no gag reflex and any other problems seem small

I prefer it over N , but in Europe it's impossible , I wanted one so bad,

people are very lucky in US

Laws against guns don't make them impossible to get, just more expensive. You can get anything you want if you have the money. You can even make your own shotgun pretty easily if you want, they are simple machines.

 

[I’vehadenough]

When i was homeless, i would say that same thing everyday after waking up. No trees around because it was a depressing industrial area though, oh god those days where so dark, so lonely, so much pain.
That's why i would hit the liquor store everyday, to ease the pain, just a little distraction from all that misery. Makes me want a drink just thinking about it.

I wish I could drink. I'd be the biggest alcoholic now and kill myself that way

 

[RedAlert]

I wish I could drink. I'd be the biggest alcoholic now and kill myself that way

I'm guessing your not old enough to drink? To be honest i don't like drinking to oblivion (ti'll i pass right out)

 

[jayfox]

Laws against guns don't make them impossible to get, just more expensive. You can get anything you want if you have the money. You can even make your own shotgun pretty easily if you want, they are simple machines.

In my country they're very hard to get even gangs use modified guns,

Ammo is another problem

Even knifes will get you in jail,

 

[I’vehadenough]

I'm guessing your not old enough to drink? To be honest i don't like drinking to oblivion (ti'll i pass right out)

I'm old enough, I can't have chemicals