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absolute failure

absolute failure

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So, tomorrow is my big day. I will make sure to update you in case I survive. If I dont survive, mods please delete this account, i am counting on you :)
 
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love and peace to you my friend ❤️🕊️
 
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dewdfish

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I hope everything goes well. May you reach peace <3
 
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ah...I want to disappear.
Feb 12, 2026
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i may not know you but i wish you well and hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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Baisley

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Good luck and wishes for a peaceful journey.
 
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CatLvr

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May your journey be peaceful. And, please know -- if you change your mind, there is no shame in that. We are here for you, no matter which was things go for you tomorrow. Godspeed! 😘🫂🫂
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

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People on this anonymous forum are so much nicer to me than people irl, fml
 
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CatLvr

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People on this anonymous forum are so much nicer to me than people irl, fml
Right?!?! Same here. This place is the ONLY place I feel safe when I am having a bad day and those thoughts about how nice and pain-free the darkness on the other side will be. 🫂
 
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absolute failure

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Right?!?! Same here. This place is the ONLY place I feel safe when I am having a bad day and those thoughts about how nice and pain-free the darkness on the other side will be. 🫂
So ironic haha.
viel glück bro, alles gute dir <3
Danke mein Freund, auch dir alles gute <3
 
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I hope you find peace from suffering.
 
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muu

muu

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
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hi absolute!!! i don't know if this is goodbye, but i'll miss seeing you around in the chats a lot... man, you and dewd really had to leave right at the same time, huh? ^^' now it's gonna be pretty quiet. you're a lovely person to talk to. please know how much i appreciated seeing you around on the forums and stuff.

i hope you're able to be at peace... i'm sorry it has to be like this.

my PMs are open if you wanna talk at all before you go. i'm respectful of your decision but if you have second thoughts, that's okay too.
 
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absolute failure

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thank you so much
hi absolute!!! i don't know if this is goodbye, but i'll miss seeing you around in the chats a lot... man, you and dewd really had to leave right at the same time, huh? ^^' now it's gonna be pretty quiet. you're a lovely person to talk to. please know how much i appreciated seeing you around on the forums and stuff.

i hope you're able to be at peace... i'm sorry it has to be like this.

my PMs are open if you wanna talk at all before you go. i'm respectful of your decision but if you have second thoughts, that's okay too.
ill reach out to you in the dms. Youre amazing
 
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