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Blackrose23

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Jul 10, 2021
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I'm about ready to CTB. I've wait to fast so I don't throw up but I don't want to be here anymore.
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
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From what I've read, it's different for everyone but basically you want an empty stomach so it absorbs faster and you can tell if you vomited the SN.

Is there anything I can say that will help you feel comforted?
 
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Blackrose23

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Jul 10, 2021
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I'm not sure, I'm ready but scared. If I do this I'm scared I'll get nervous and SI will kick in. But I'm probably going to do this tomorrow night on my birthday. I don't think anyone will miss me and I'm ready to go.
 
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Glowarm

F*ck everyone and everything
Apr 8, 2022
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Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace and calmness.

As for eating within 24 hours, from what I've read it's recommended to take SN on an empty stomach of you want to truly ctb. I think I read once that, depending on your metabolism, that can be anywhere from 4-8 hours.
 
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Imissyoumydarling

Imissyoumydarling

a very majestic chicken cat
May 7, 2022
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Please reach out if you want company. I know it feels like no one will miss us, but there's a community here of strangers who all truly care for one another even if they haven't met.
 
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KrustyWantsOut

KrustyWantsOut

Sound without focus is just noise.
Apr 21, 2022
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I love you all 🥰
 
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KrustyWantsOut

KrustyWantsOut

Sound without focus is just noise.
Apr 21, 2022
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Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace and calmness.

As for eating within 24 hours, from what I've read it's recommended to take SN on an empty stomach of you want to truly ctb. I think I read once that, depending on your metabolism, that can be anywhere from 4-8 hours.
So basically bare minimum without eating OR drinking is 4-8 hours? If I do it I think I'd try for at least 12 hours without either, but aim as close to 24 hours as I can get without either.
 
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Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Am gonna dry fast for 10 hours then chug a lug a loo
 
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