Obliviate
Abandon All Hope
- Aug 13, 2022
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So let's say you die and meet god face to face or get to talk to them, what would you say/ask? Would you be angry? Sad? Lash out? Cry? Scream? Vent? Debate? Curse?
It's crazy how much you and I think alike. Everytime I watch NDEs they always say they they were filled with so much love and peacefulness and no sadness or anger was there. So I would think that I'd be happy but still ask the most infamous question...."why?" and then I guess if god has a good answer like the whole self will thing....accept it but still pry and debate. And if he is an evil god? Then to hell I will go.What usually seems to happen in meetings with god during ndes (near death experiences) is that god is a birght light and that there is a lot of communication by mental telepathy and that people feel an overpowering sense of lovfe, stronger than anything they have felt on earth- except for other ndes where people are shoqwn hell and they are warned that if they don't improve- in some cases if they don't get certain religious beliefs- then tehy'll end up in hell. HOwever, many ndes don't have a religious part to them, and many do- so who knows what will happen. But expressing angers towards a being who will likely determine how you spend eternity seems like a big risk that I won't personally do, even though I am very sad and disappointed about how I went through so much extreme abuse for so long that people around me did not go through. I guess I'll have the attitude of wantnig to know why? Do I do terrible things in a previous life and this was a way of teaching me lessons due to this? MY guess is that this is probably not why it was so bad, that it was more due to random chance, but who knows.
That's actually what I wanted to. Because if there is a heaven honestly Imma be bored. So I would see if I can become an angel and have a job or whatever lol actually typing this is insane but what is one to do for eternity?I think even at the end of my adventure and staring down the barrel of damnation as a villain.
I would ask this question: 1. Can I go back as a guardian angel and help someone else not make the same mistakes I made in life?