if anyone sees this in the future , please pray for me

egyptian_baddie · Tuesday at 12:59 AM

I am taking SN right now , I am not scared , my life is shit and I am glad I am ending it , I have no chance of a future right now or ever! I am just scared of after death , I am taking the SN now, if anyone in future sees this , please pray I end up in heaven , I don't want hell on earth and after. keep me in your prayers please

thank you, me out!

copioushopelessness · Tuesday at 1:00 AM

Praying <3

darksouls · Tuesday at 1:03 AM

love and peace to you my friend

TwoSoulsLiveInMe · Tuesday at 1:06 AM

I hope you find peace and relief

doomedbynarrative · Tuesday at 1:17 AM

egyptian_baddie said:
I am taking SN right now , I am not scared , my life is shit and I am glad I am ending it , I have no chance of a future right now or ever! I am just scared of after death , I am taking the SN now, if anyone in future sees this , please pray I end up in heaven , I don't want hell on earth and after. keep me in your prayers please

thank you, me out!

I will pray to any benevolent force in the universe that will listen that you will find nothing but love and peace.

raemysteryO · Tuesday at 1:18 AM

Fly high, my friend

ILiveForMusic · Tuesday at 1:53 AM

I seriously admire your courage, you're very brave. Fly high, wishing you the best.

haibaralover · Tuesday at 1:59 AM

i hope you find the peace you need, all the love

R-7 · Tuesday at 2:30 AM

Prayed for you. I hope you find peace <3

h3artstopping · Tuesday at 2:36 AM

I hope you find peace and love, I'm so sorry life's been like that to you, you didn't deserve this

awaitinglove · Tuesday at 2:50 AM

I'm wishing you nothing but peace

FadingSnowFake · Tuesday at 3:01 AM

May you be at peace in heaven

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egyptian_baddie · Tuesday at 4:07 AM

I just woke up , I don't know what happened , my Apple Watch says oxygen level 87%, I feel so tired , I drank the whole sn and its pure , why am alive ? I am tiredd

raemysteryO · Tuesday at 8:52 AM

egyptian_baddie said:
I just woke up , I don't know what happened , my Apple Watch says oxygen level 87%, I feel so tired , I drank the whole sn and its pure , why am alive ? I am tiredd

Hey, it's okay to be back.

How many grams of SN and water did you take?

longpig · Tuesday at 8:58 AM

egyptian_baddie said:
I just woke up , I don't know what happened , my Apple Watch says oxygen level 87%, I feel so tired , I drank the whole sn and its pure , why am alive ? I am tiredd

Hey, it's alright!! Try and take it easy okay? I hope you're alright overall, that must've been such a confusing and frightening feeling once you woke up so just know it's completely okay and to try and take care of yourself today if possible

Sleep if needed, and I'm so sorry the pain you've faced led you to that point

update when you feel comfortable, and just know we are all here for you :) I hope you are feeling alright!

egyptian_baddie · Tuesday at 10:09 AM

raemysteryO said:
Hey, it's okay to be back.

How many grams of SN and water did you take?

My o2 levels now are 82 , then went 78 and now in 80s i took 23 grams in 50 ml water, i vomited everything after a couple of hours but i am still not okay and sleepy and drwosy and not feeling okay, idk why i am not dying, my lips and all are blue. I dont really feel my limbs

longpig said:
Hey, it's alright!! Try and take it easy okay? I hope you're alright overall, that must've been such a confusing and frightening feeling once you woke up so just know it's completely okay and to try and take care of yourself today if possible

Sleep if needed, and I'm so sorry the pain you've faced led you to that point update when you feel comfortable, and just know we are all here for you :) I hope you are feeling alright!

Does that mean i am resistant to SN?

raemysteryO · Tuesday at 10:24 AM

egyptian_baddie said:
My o2 levels now are 82 , then went 78 and now in 80s i took 23 grams in 50 ml water, i vomited everything after a couple of hours but i am still not okay and sleepy and drwosy and not feeling okay, idk why i am not dying, my lips and all are blue. I dont really feel my limbs

Does that mean i am resistant to SN?

I think you should at least get checked to a hospital so they can administer methylene blue to get rid all of the remaining SN and hopefully makes you feel better

As for why, I think you can check the purity if the SN that you bought with a test strip (after you've recovered ofc!).

Please take care of yourself first, ok? We'll be here

itsallogrenow · Tuesday at 10:34 AM

Agree with the above, doesn't sound like it's as pure as you've been told

Praestat_Mori · Tuesday at 11:33 AM

Don't be too hard to yourself.

How do you feel?

FadingSnowFake · Tuesday at 4:54 PM

Sending love, be kind to yourself.

idontknowwhatiam · Tuesday at 5:05 PM

....... This is why I'm hesitant to go with SN as my ctb method

RiftbornVeil · Tuesday at 7:59 PM

Please take care, we will be here for you.

As another member listed above, your SN may not have been pure. I believe there's a way to test them with test strips; these are purchasable through most online stores.

Sending love

violetforever · Tuesday at 10:53 PM

im just seeing this thread now. i hope everything is going ok?! we're all thinking of u

CatLvr · Tuesday at 11:26 PM

violetforever said:
im just seeing this thread now. i hope everything is going ok?! we're all thinking of u

Same here. I hope you went to get checked out @egyptian_baddie ... Even though it didn't work like you intended, you can still suffer from some really serious after effects -- like organ damage and failure. Please take care of, and be gentle with, yourself. Rest and keep us updated, if you feel like it. I will light a candle for you this evening.

android · Wednesday at 1:12 AM

Any update?

darkandtwisty · Wednesday at 1:19 AM

Keeping you in my thoughts. I hope you went to the hospital and got the antidote.

eyenumbing · Wednesday at 1:20 AM

hope you are well

DeathSweetDeath · Wednesday at 1:40 AM

I hope you're doing ok wherever you may be

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egyptian_baddie · Wednesday at 3:11 AM

I went to hospital, because I fainted on the side of a the road when I was going to get medication, idk what happened but I am 60% okay now since they gave me methylene blue, they said apparently because I am young and my reductase was high , it didn't affect me tho I need to do a lot of kidney tests because my creat is still high, I don't feel okay at all mentally , why am I still alive and why did others not

ShadowedChaos · Wednesday at 3:24 AM

egyptian_baddie said:
I went to hospital, because I fainted on the side of a the road when I was going to get medication, idk what happened but I am 60% okay now since they gave me methylene blue, they said apparently because I am young and my reductase was high , it didn't affect me tho I need to do a lot of kidney tests because my creat is still high, I don't feel okay at all mentally , why am I still alive and why did others not

Fuck Im sorry this has been your experience Im so sorry you've had to go through this I know the feeling of still surviving but I wish you nothing but either a smooth recovery or hopefully you do find peace whether through death or life

if anyone sees this in the future , please pray for me

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