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FailureToAll
Student
- Sep 9, 2023
- 101
My family went away for a week and were supposed to come back tomorrow so I was planning to attempt today as I needed to look after the cat while they were gone I was waiting until today. But now I just found out they are coming back today instead. I was planning to get super drunk before attempting to try and get rid of some SI. but knowing myself there's a high chance I would fail or back out and I don't want to get drunk and have them arrive to finding me drunk. I'm not sure I'll get anywhere close to succeeding sober. But this was my best opportunity to do it it's rare that they go away anywhere. I don't want to miss the opportunity but my plan is already ruined and now I'm just sat crying and idk what to do. I need to die. I spent all my money thinking I was gonna kms and missed bills so I'm screwed and have to fucking do it but fuck what if I fail. I want more time