borderlineinpain

borderlineinpain

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Aug 1, 2022
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I just want to be happy but I can't, this damn disorder is ruining my life. I ruin everything.
I just want to die and rest. I want my loved ones to be well and stop suffering for me
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Life is just too cruel and it's sad how so much suffering exists. I'm sorry that you have to endure this. I understand the feeling of just wanting to rest, there does seem to be no relief from misery in a life like this. I wish you the best.
 
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theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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Life can really be a monotony of endless suffering. I hope you find peace
 
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virgilwalks

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Apr 7, 2022
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What is happening in your life?
 
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borderlineinpain

borderlineinpain

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Aug 1, 2022
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What is happening in your life?
I have the most painful personality disorder (BPD), I have social anxiety so I don't have any real friends and the friends I do have I keep away from myself because I don't think I'm worthy of their love or their company. This disorder ruins my life and my interpersonal relationships. I don't know what to do with my life anymore, I've been thinking about suicide since I was 8 yo.
 
Ruinedbypsy

Ruinedbypsy

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Sep 9, 2022
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I relate, I'm bipolar and just don't see the point anymore. Manic episodes and delusions have ruined every good thing I had. I'm thinking about taking SN tonight.

I hope you find peace in life or in death.
 
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clogs

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Sep 21, 2022
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I'm the same but I don't have a diagnosis.
 

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