Ive come to the realization that no mater what i try, i always fall back into my suicidal mind. Any tips could really help me out a lot
Donk
Useless since day 1
- Jan 3, 2020
- 1,129
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
Have you got anyone to confide in?
A Therapist who is non judgemental
Do you feel as though there's no way out?
PM me if you need a friendly ear
A Therapist who is non judgemental
Do you feel as though there's no way out?
PM me if you need a friendly ear
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one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
You could look at the Resource page about SN and also search the forum for tips/advise.
There are several threads on it here.
Poke around for a bit and ask questions as needed.
Or maybe stick around for a bit and talk with some of the members about what's going on in your life that brings you to this point.
There are several threads on it here.
Poke around for a bit and ask questions as needed.
Or maybe stick around for a bit and talk with some of the members about what's going on in your life that brings you to this point.
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
This forum is a great place to come for support, comraderie and ideas. There's a recovery section too.
Ive tried therapy, pills, put myself in a psych ward. Nothing interests me. Im over everything. i cant even be bothered going to the toilet im so depressed
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
Have you had a formal diagnosis for clinical depression or any variant of depression?
one4all
I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
- Feb 3, 2020
- 3,455
@Idkanymore
Another tip would be not to do anything on impulse. If you feel like you really need to do this PLEASE research the information here and take your time and plan it out.
Another tip would be not to do anything on impulse. If you feel like you really need to do this PLEASE research the information here and take your time and plan it out.
Was on setraline for about 4 years while doing therapy but in the end nothing gives me purpose. Ive been diagnosed with anxiety and depression. I stopped taking my meds in tho hope it fucks with my head enough to give me that push i need
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
Yes please do your research. Don't do anything in a fit of pique. There is lots of resources here on this forum
Do you have any hobbies or interests? Do you get on with your friends and family? Would another type of medication be a good idea to talk to your doctor about?
Do you have any hobbies or interests? Do you get on with your friends and family? Would another type of medication be a good idea to talk to your doctor about?
Ive done a few quick scans of the info on this site. Sn seems like the best out there. I contemplated the exit bag but its too much hassle. Ive tried hanging myself maybe 5 times but something always intervened. Now my mum has taken anything remotely close to a rope out of the house
I dont want sympathy. I want tips on what not to do if i follow through with th sn method.
I dont want new medications. I hate not being myself. Id rather go out like i came in. The real me. Not the drugged me
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BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
Your mum loves you, and doesn't want you to CTB. She is pro life by the sound of it. She doesn't want you to die.
What would intervene your attempts? Do you feel bad that your attempt was scuppered?
What would intervene your attempts? Do you feel bad that your attempt was scuppered?
People have come up to my house as ive been setting the tire straps up . I tell my mum daily its gonna happen. I dont care at this point if it breaks her. Im breaking just breathing
If you don't want to follow through with it, there's always support here no matter what. I came here looking for methods and now I feel like coming to SS has help calm me down to prevent myself from doing anything at all.
However if you still feel like going through with your plans, I won't encourage it, but the site has resources for you to check out.
There's always ears to listen.
However if you still feel like going through with your plans, I won't encourage it, but the site has resources for you to check out.
There's always ears to listen.
I dont need your encouragement. I need warning so i can avoid making a mistake and just get this shit done. If not today tomorrow. Or a month from now. Its my goal to just be one with the universe like how its suppost to be. Imo life was never meant to be a thing
BlackPoppet
Wise woman and Celtic sky person
- Mar 7, 2020
- 991
Ah I see. I would get upset at people who caught me when I repeatedly tried to end my life. I would get really angry at them. I'd say " you better not call that ambulance!!!!!bit they always did. One time I locked myself in the bathroom and was gulping down bleach (i uk the police come with ambulance to s****** attempt now) the police kicked in my bathroom door and grabbed the bottle out of my hand. I kicked him. He didn't press charges. He must have took pity on me. I've been there. I know how you feel. It's frustrating.
So i was walking home tonight when a big ass truck was passing. I was deciding if i really wanted everything to just stop. We as you can tell i didnt and made it home safely
