Venting idk, I just need a break

[kvheeo]

I wish that when we get to the point where we feel like it's too much, we could just take a break, put life on standby, and take some time to heal.
Right now I'm at a point in my life where I feel so many different things that it's all so confused, I'm feeling so much that its all numb, it like I'm feeling nothing, maybe I am. I just want life to go back to be grey, a normal mix of emotions, right now I go from feeling the happiest, to the absolute worst, it's either black or white. I wanna be able to feel like animal person, I just want to be normal.

 

[Kempel556]

Its normal there are moments in life where you feel very happy and some where you feel like shit and just want to disappear. I tried what everyone says to find hobbies and to interact with people more and share experiences to have a happier life but I just can´t. When I feel like I am worthless I just wander around my city aimlessly or go to places where I can be alone and reflect like parks,libraries and places with beautiful sights where I can find a little peace in my head.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Some people consider admitting yourself to a psych hospital as such a break but those have the potential to fuck up your life just as much if not more.

 

[kvheeo]

Its normal there are moments in life where you feel very happy and some where you feel like shit and just want to disappear. I tried what everyone says to find hobbies and to interact with people more and share experiences to have a happier life but I just can´t. When I feel like I am worthless I just wander around my city aimlessly or go to places where I can be alone and reflect like parks,libraries and places with beautiful sights where I can find a little peace in my head.

if I want to stay alone with my thoughts and reflect I usually go to the beach at night and listen to music. I find it very peaceful.