Sooniwontbehuman

Sooniwontbehuman

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Sep 7, 2019
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Im an idiot. I failed. I really did want to go, but i kept looking around for places to tie the belt. Someone said to use the door which i was gonna do, but i realized it would look sus if a belt was hanging out of the door. So i tried to just tighten it as much as i can, which i couldn't get it tight enough when it was through the hole. If i could have gotten it tight enough when fastened, it would have worked. So i tried to us a scarf, but everytime i felt myself going i freaked out and ripped it off. Also i think it wasnt working cause it was taking too long to pass out. I was basically just left with a migraine, nausea, and a sore neck. Which is better than some other's failed attempts so ig im lucky? Im gonna go to the store today and actually get supplies so i can do it successfully.
 
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Im an idiot. I failed. I really did want to go, but i kept looking around for places to tie the belt. Someone said to use the door which i was gonna do, but i realized it would look sus if a belt was hanging out of the door. So i tried to just tighten it as much as i can, which i couldn't get it tight enough when it was through the hole. If i could have gotten it tight enough when fastened, it would have worked. So i tried to us a scarf, but everytime i felt myself going i freaked out and ripped it off. Also i think it wasnt working cause it was taking too long to pass out. I was basically just left with a migraine, nausea, and a sore neck. Which is better than some other's failed attempts so ig im lucky? Im gonna go to the store today and actually get supplies so i can do it successfully.
How old are you?
 
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Astral316

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Sounds like the scarf was working if you "felt yourself going." Maybe you need to work on overcoming your SI. Just my 2 cents.
 
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Sooniwontbehuman

Sooniwontbehuman

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Sounds like the scarf was working if you "felt yourself going." Maybe you need to work on overcoming your SI. Just my 2 cents.
Yea im going to go to the store, buy some ductape and use the night-night method. Ducttape will be too difficult to remove i think
 
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