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I’mDone

Experienced
Mar 22, 2020
261
I'm so glad I found this forum. I exist in London, very ready to ctb. I don't want my body found, preferably ever. I can't think of any way to make this happen except drowning in deep water with weights attached. But I'm petrified of deep water so I know I'd probably chicken out of that method. I've been doing some reading on here and I think SN is my likely choice. If anyone knows how to disappear completely when ctb, please share your ideas..
 
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LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
I've had this idea of not being found too, I'd go to a place far into the woods, ctb there and hope my body will be eaten by wild animals. Nothing of you will remain or ever be found !
 
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SugarbushMtn

Student
Dec 15, 2019
148
or go to a 3rd world city with no ID on you and ctb there. They will never figure out who it is..
 
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faust

faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
3,138
Hello,
I thought out this way of disappearing, but it requires some money and time.
You need:
1x cheap boat
2x oars
many straps
something sharp to make a hole in the bottom (optionally)

First you travel as far as possible from the coast.
Then the thing you do is you tie yourself up to the boat, almost all of your body because when it degrades, some parts may float.
You drink SN and instantly make a hole (or open the hole if it is made before) in the bottom to make it sink. Should be a small hole and you need to be sure you won't drown before losing consciousness or respiratory arrest.
Everything should be accompanied by a research, there are things you should take into an account.

I know you won't do this, but still.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

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Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I see these thread rather frequently and I don´t get it can you explain to me why you don´t want to be found I am very curious.

My counter argument would be that your parents will never find closure they will probably think you have been kidnapped and used all their money trying to find you even though they might never will there is no pro side to this so please explain to me why so many members on here want to not be found because I have seen this been asked about a dozen times before.
 
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I’mDone

Experienced
Mar 22, 2020
261
I see these thread rather frequently and I don´t get it can you explain to me why you don´t want to be found I am very curious.

My counter argument would be that your parents will never find closure they will probably think you have been kidnapped and used all their money trying to find you even though they might never will there is no pro side to this so please explain to me why so many members on here want to not be found because I have seen this been asked about a dozen times before.

I would leave notes/a video making it very clear that my disappearance was planned, voluntary, and final..
I've had this idea of not being found too, I'd go to a place far into the woods, ctb there and hope my body will be eaten by wild animals. Nothing of you will remain or ever be found !

I would like the last thing I see to be the beauty of nature, so I like this idea. Springtime in Oregon or California when the bears are coming out of hibernation.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Visionary
Aug 27, 2018
2,999
I would leave notes/a video making it very clear that my disappearance was planned, voluntary, and final..
Then why wouldn´t you want to be found, don´t you wanna have you family have closure, I have seen several families go bankrupt spending all their money trying to find their children so what is your angle?
 
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LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
I think they will search for you regardless. They will want closure, and to put your body to rest.
 
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mesohappy

mesohappy

Cat piss sammich??
Jan 10, 2020
674
There was a gentleman in the news recently who died "deep in the wilderness" of California back in the '40s.Some random hiker happened upon his scattered bones,so I dont know about NEVER being found...

Unless a cartel disolves your body in a drum of acid,like whats been done in Mexico.

Or you can dive into a volcano or vat of molten metal,which would be hard to get access to,and even then there would likely be witnesses who would try to salvage something of you.
 
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LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Jan 23, 2020
369
I would like the last thing I see to be the beauty of nature, so I like this idea. Springtime in Oregon or California when the bears are coming out of hibernation.
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Yummy....especially since your body might taste slightly salty/smokey after downing the SN so the bears might think this a proper meat feast !
 
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Otter

Experienced
Feb 10, 2020
263
you could always leave them a note saying you moved to another country and don't wish to be disturbed.That way they know not to look for you. may or may not work, depending on your personality and age . Make it so that if you fail, they won't get the note.
 
Poptart

Poptart

Try me Frozen
Nov 7, 2019
96
Ive thought about this as well. I can only speak of US. Heres how I would do it.

Id change my name without anyone knowing. It costs between 300-1000 with an attorney. Just get a new drivers license but leave your SSN and all other forms of ID the same.

Withdraw all your cash.

Travel to a motel in Utah, Nevada, or New Mexico. Somewhere with a lot of forests. Check into the motel using the new "fake ID." Get rid of all other forms of ID.

Take your belongings and throw them out. Get rid of the fake ID right before death.

Travel into the wilderness off a state park and CTB.

Might be a dumb idea but its what I'm working with. Lol
 
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Otter

Experienced
Feb 10, 2020
263
Just get a fake id....lots cheaper.although a real one may be necessary to use cc to check in. Hard to find hotel that accepts cash.
they will be able to find out who you are by your car license plate. You could change that out, as well, but don't do it in town with cameras all around.
 
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Poptart

Try me Frozen
Nov 7, 2019
96
they will be able to find out who you are by your car license plate. You could change that out, as well, but don't do it in town with cameras all around.

Good shout. Guess Id have to ditch the car in a separate state and get a bus ticket to wherever I decide to go.
 
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I’mDone

Experienced
Mar 22, 2020
261
There was a gentleman in the news recently who died "deep in the wilderness" of California back in the '40s.Some random hiker happened upon his scattered bones,so I dont know about NEVER being found...

Unless a cartel disolves your body in a drum of acid,like whats been done in Mexico.

Or you can dive into a volcano or vat of molten metal,which would be hard to get access to,and even then there would likely be witnesses who would try to salvage something of you.

I should clarify, by never I mean until the only way I could be identified would be through dental records. I don't mind them having my bones.
 

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