i would never kill myself if i was able to live in a bubble where i would no longer have to deal with human race

[NothingElseMatters]

humans = shit. they always try to prove that one is better than the other, it's so disgusting and exhausting. everything is money money money. fuck that.

 

[Hollowman]

Living on an island alone would be paradise.

 

[flickout]

Yup. But I'm thinking I might want my own planet, because maybe someone might be too near my island.

What I try to remember is that some humans help animals - that's really important to me, I know maybe not to everybody.

 

[NobodyKnowsMe]

When I was younger, I often thought that being totally alone would be the ideal life. However, I soon learned that I hate being alone also. As humans, our nature it to crave some sort of interaction with other people. Even if being with other people is extremely difficult and I have to fake being happy and struggle with any sort of chit-chat, I still put myself through that hell every now and then because when I isolate for too long, I get even more miserable. Even the bit of small talk that my husband and I do these days is not always quite enough. Then I actually have to force myself to endure a bit of time outside talking to a neighbor or something.

It is an odd thing -- wanting so desperately for everyone to leave me alone, but at the same time hating to be alone.

 

[chocolatebar]

I was going to ask about it too. I lived in almost complete isolation for quite some time and by complete, I mean me and the walls, no internet, no one to talk to, no games, movies, music, anything. It was terrible. I doubt anyone can do that for long and if they do, I think they will experience severe psychological consequences (maybe it has affected me and im not aware of it).

humans = shit. they always try to prove that one is better than the other, it's so disgusting and exhausting. everything is money money money. fuck that.

may I ask you if you feel like you would be able to lie with someone exactly like you? I just want to understand a little better how you feel

 

[Nlis2244]

I understand you. I constantly fantasize to escape this world, and my main fantasy is a world where everyone disappears, I remain the only human and can explore the world alone for the rest of my life, and then choose when, where and how to kill myself.i wouldn't have to worry about Interacting with people, study, work for a living, and I could explore and live experiences that I can't now. It would be the best life.

 

[FuneralCry]

People can be very cruel and can just make everything worse. It really is such a horrible, unfair world that we live in and your feelings are understandable. I would much rather be alone than be around others. However, in my case, I would still want to die no matter what happens, and nothing could ever make me want to live.

 

[Alex6216]

Cant relate. Even if I was in an empty world with not a single living thing on sight, whether it be human or animal or micro-organism or ghost/demon/jinn/whatever, I still would want to die although maybe it wont be as strong as now.
What I really want is to just not exist, I literally dont want to be conscious and thinking and knowing. I really hope the atheist afterlife is true because everything else will be annoying

 

[Superdeterminist]

I would find that lonely. I only dislike some people. Other people I like and want to spend time with. Of course, good relationships can turn sour, and that's its own issue.

 

[demuic]

Just being alive is enough to ensure I will never know peace until I'm dead. Even if I no longer had to have exposure to the toxic presence of humans the damage has already been done from living in this society and existing as a human. The human body needs constant upkeep and stimulation, and without it, some measure of suffering or discomfort always occurs.

 

[Foresight]

Absolutely