dumbnhappy
just say it ditto
- May 22, 2024
- 43
My family is low income and depend on the govt for healthcare. I feel so fucking defeated.
I worked my ass off majoring in something I have zero passion for. I joined clubs, put up with people I dont understand, volunteered for hours and worked. I did my fucking best I swear on everything.
And now, because I landed one of the best internships in my field, I'm risking my family losing everything. So what the fuck do I do? The internship isnt long enough for me to move out and live off of. We are fucking poor. How am I supposed to make it? They said if I worked hard enough I could do it. Why is it not enough? WHY WAS IT NOT ENOUGH? Now I have to choose to be selfish and make my family suffer or throw away the golden ticket. I want to die more than anything. I wish hard work lead somewhere other than a casket
I worked my ass off majoring in something I have zero passion for. I joined clubs, put up with people I dont understand, volunteered for hours and worked. I did my fucking best I swear on everything.
And now, because I landed one of the best internships in my field, I'm risking my family losing everything. So what the fuck do I do? The internship isnt long enough for me to move out and live off of. We are fucking poor. How am I supposed to make it? They said if I worked hard enough I could do it. Why is it not enough? WHY WAS IT NOT ENOUGH? Now I have to choose to be selfish and make my family suffer or throw away the golden ticket. I want to die more than anything. I wish hard work lead somewhere other than a casket
