gasforme
Member
- Jan 9, 2026
- 48
Something about all the planning that is strange for my mind is I've spent months arranging to ctb and if it works I won't actually know because I'll be gone.
Something with the exit bag method and its intentionality can be satisfying working through the best way to do it and acquiring supplies and reading posts.
Now that I have all the things I need it's almost ironic that there is nothing to feel good about.
If I don't do it now then when? I know I don't want to continue this way and I'm just letting it sink in.
Then I read about people who only spent a couple days and just put the bag on their head so I know it works.
I just need to come to terms with not knowing.
Something with the exit bag method and its intentionality can be satisfying working through the best way to do it and acquiring supplies and reading posts.
Now that I have all the things I need it's almost ironic that there is nothing to feel good about.
If I don't do it now then when? I know I don't want to continue this way and I'm just letting it sink in.
Then I read about people who only spent a couple days and just put the bag on their head so I know it works.
I just need to come to terms with not knowing.
