ecmnesia
the only thing humans are equal in is death
- Aug 30, 2020
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i'm selfish, a shitty horrible person but that's it. If they'd die I wouldn't have anything holding me back.
i'm selfish, a shitty horrible person but that's it. If they'd die I wouldn't have anything holding me back.
Yeah I was hoping this girl I like a lot could save me but I realize she can't. Hurts so muchI don't care about my family just my girlfriend. I don't wish her dead though but I fear that's what will happen if I die. I need her to be ok. She can't save me, I am absolutely done. I'll be glad not to be around to see my parents die even if I hate them. That's about all there is to look forward to now.
sometimes i thought the same thing,i'm selfish, a shitty horrible person but that's it. If they'd die I wouldn't have anything holding me back.
I kinda fit in your description too, and I ve thought that it would be so much more easier for me to CTB if they would be dead, and I also thought of killing them just so I can kill myself....but it was just a thought, it s not like I m gonna do it like, ever, and I felt very guilty for this.At some point I thought I might be a psychopath(other reasons added), but I don t think so, because I don t lack empathy towards everything.i'm selfish, a shitty horrible person but that's it. If they'd die I wouldn't have anything holding me back.