Venting I wish I wasn't shown care or love

[Gstreater]

I sometimes hate that I was shown love by a person I'm not close to anymore. I feel even more hollow than I if I was left to stew in my own misery. I won't ever tell them that but I feel in a worse place sometimes now than I was before.

 

[arandomname]

I know the feeling. Going through the same at the moment