wanttogetonthebus
chronically unlucky
- Nov 27, 2021
- 387
I wish that society and the people around me treated me like a dog in that if they saw I was suffering unbearably and couldn't get any joy out of life or was in immense incurable pain, they'd give more love and attention to me and act of their own ethical accord and put me down humanely so I wouldn't have to make the decision or do it myself. DAMN SIII!! I hate how we're designed to suffer. I've been a procrastinator all my life. I wish I was stronger and could get a job done when it needed to be done without making myself suffer any more than necessary.