I wish i was able to buy a gun to kill myself with

[LittleDuckling]

Living in Europe makes buying a gun so hard. The only way they'll let me buy a gun here if I'm a long time member in some hunting club. I applied but they dont really accept new members unless you get recommended by an established member. Even if I go down that path they still mostly sell rifles not pistols so killing myself with that wouldn't really work.

For me firearms are the perfect method, my goal would be to go at the ledge of a cliff facing backwards, shooting myself, then having the force of the impact fling me backwards into the sea where I'll be hidden till the end of time. All other methods involve me leaving my body to be found which I really dont want to do or involve you being brave such as jumping of a cliff. Its just so sad that I am at peace that its my time to go but I just cant get my hands on the method to do so. All I think about is shooting myself, at night I dream about loading a gun and shooting myself pretty much every time I fall asleep. I dont know why it has to be so hard, accepting its my time to go was already hard enough, why does leaving in peace also have to be such a nightmare.

 

[Dwellinglifeless]

Buy one illegally, if you plan to kill yourself with it anyways. I'm sure you can get one dirt cheap especially if it isn't clean.

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I often wish I had a gun too. It would make CTB so much easier.

 

[End.of.the.line]

The black market in Europe (especially eastern Europe) are full of firearms you just have to meet or know the right person.

 

[Arak]

The black market in Europe (especially eastern Europe) are full of firearms you just have to meet or know the right person.

Which is pretty much the problem. Unless you have the 'right' contacts, you can usually forget about that. Not sure about Eastern Europe though ... certain countries have been through a lot. Bill Clinton couldn't keep his fingers off the trigger.

 

[MAIO]

By rifle I assume you mean air or bb rifles, regular rifles are just as good as pistols when CTB, just make sure you put it in the side of your head instead of under your chin.

Rifles are better aslong as you aim right.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

This is what I dream about as well. I could buy a gun. What an idiot I am for not doing it.

I write about one pull of a trigger exploding brains and blood all over this carpet. They would come in here and find me headless if I used a good enough gun. That's what I need. Everyday I go places and shop for stuff. It all sucks. I don't buy any of it.

This is what I need to buy. .44 Magnum or a 12 gauge shotgun with 00 buckshot shells

 

[Jewels]

Living in Europe makes buying a gun so hard. The only way they'll let me buy a gun here if I'm a long time member in some hunting club. I applied but they dont really accept new members unless you get recommended by an established member. Even if I go down that path they still mostly sell rifles not pistols so killing myself with that wouldn't really work.

For me firearms are the perfect method, my goal would be to go at the ledge of a cliff facing backwards, shooting myself, then having the force of the impact fling me backwards into the sea where I'll be hidden till the end of time. All other methods involve me leaving my body to be found which I really dont want to do or involve you being brave such as jumping of a cliff. Its just so sad that I am at peace that its my time to go but I just cant get my hands on the method to do so. All I think about is shooting myself, at night I dream about loading a gun and shooting myself pretty much every time I fall asleep. I dont know why it has to be so hard, accepting its my time to go was already hard enough, why does leaving in peace also have to be such a nightmare.

I feel the same way, firearms are hard to get in my country too!!! If I had a gun I wouldn't be here right now that's for sure

 

[lifeisbutadream]

Are shotguns impossible to get too? They are actually more effective than rifles or handguns.

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

if you live in austria or switzerland its pretty easy to get a gun legally i heard..

 

[Duqu]

I live in the US but:
1. I hate guns. So, so much.
2. I don't really know how to use a gun (how to load it, how to make sure everything is in working condition
3. I suppose I could buy at a gunshow, but if you go to a store they do basic background checks and if you've ever had a psychiatric hospitalization they won't sell to you....in fact I've heard of people having the police show up at their door after their attempt to buy a gun has failed for that reason for a "wellness check".

 

[TAW122]

I live in the US but:
1. I hate guns. So, so much.
2. I don't really know how to use a gun (how to load it, how to make sure everything is in working condition
3. I suppose I could buy at a gunshow, but if you go to a store they do basic background checks and if you've ever had a psychiatric hospitalization they won't sell to you....in fact I've heard of people having the police show up at their door after their attempt to buy a gun has failed for that reason for a "wellness check".

1. I can't help you much there, but maybe choose a different method?
2. It shouldn't be too difficult to load a firearm, just make sure you have the correct round (12 gauge shot for 12 gauge shotgun, 9mm for pistols chambered in 9mm, .308 Winchester for guns that take .308 rounds, etc.) and depending on the firearm, you usually put the round into a magazine, then the magazine into the gun.

Check these videos out for example:

Semi-auto pistols:


Rifles:


Shotguns:


3. Is your hospitalization voluntary or involuntary? If it is voluntary (like you self-checked yourself into a hospital) then you should be ok (IANAL so take this with a grain of salt).

 

[Duqu]

3. Is your hospitalization voluntary or involuntary? If it is voluntary (like you self-checked yourself into a hospital) then you should be ok (IANAL so take this with a grain of salt).

Always voluntary, thank jeebus. They tried to "involuntary" me last time but I was able to talk them out of it (it was an awful location; I googled it when I got home and it got (if you can believe psych wards get ratings) 1.2 stars on google! very dirty, no separation of masses, no therapy, nada) and who knows how long I would have been stuck there!

Thanks for the help!