Venting I wish i had someone else to just kill me i cant do it myself

[coolgal82]

I wish i could do it myself but i just dont think i have the strength to do so.

even if i can accept the fact that i deserve to die because of how fucking awful of a person i am i just cant do it. like i literally just acted like an immature fucking child yesterday and the day before and like harassed someone i used to know into blocking me basically just because i couldnt deal with my feelings i need to be dead im a fucking terrible human being (im not even human tbh i'm like a demon or something i think lmao) but i just cant bring myself to actually do it, which in and of itself is further evidence of how awful i am lol.

i wish there was some kinda service where you could like meet uo with people and they kill you or something idfk. idc how much itd hurt or what they do so long as i die and its out of my control.

 

[yxmux]

Same. I've had recurring fantasies of being strangled to death or hanged. I'd be open to someone killing me like this tbh.

 

[sevennn]

yeah i think about being randomly stabbed by a stranger when i'm out walking.

 

[redkitsune98]

Honestly this is a need

 

[HeadTikker]

I think there was this guy in Germany who convinced another man to eat him alive over some weird fetish chat. Honestly though you can walk into death very easily in a lot of places on this earth. That's why third worlders have so many kids they don't want to fuck around because they feel like they're just going to get popped by some thug who wants to feel powerful at any time.

 

[getoutgrave]

haha word me too

 

[JoysoftheEmptiness]

Drop into my neck of the woods, there's always some nutter with a knife running around.

 

[onelastcall]

haha word me too

I just wanna say that cat slaps.

 

[firecat66]

I have thoughts about bum rushing some cops outside my local police station. No intentions, just the hopes that they draw and mag dump me out of fear.