BPDbitch
Experienced
- Nov 10, 2019
- 248
Sorry, I just need to vent somewhere. A few years ago I had an abortion under pressure from my then partner's parents. I was 18 at the time. Ever since then I've been haunted, wondering what my baby would have been like. My ex also used it to make me feel bad, even though he didn't want the child when I was pregnant. He even said I would have been a bad mother, even though all I want in life is to raise a child. I feel as though I can never forgive myself, and will always wonder who my child would have been.