I wish I had done the thing that I can no longer do now

[Painless_end]

I wish I had either gone or done the thing I can no longer do now.

I destroyed my own life and future without realizing it.

I didn't ask to be born and then I was born and thrust into this world being such a weakling.

I literally cannot stop my tears today.

The sadness is too much to bear.

 

[hamvil]

I resonate with you. I have a long list of regrets. Most of them are about some specific events in my life. Like I should have proposed to a women at the right time. I should not have fucked up my job. Life should be lived in the opposite direction. I feel like I was given the exam before the actually class in some ways.

Now I am too tired to start all over again. I lack the social skills to do it. The only thing I was ever good at was my job, and that is gone now.

I spend the nights crying in silence. Like I am crying in silence in this moment while I write this message.

I really saw enough of this world.

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be really painful dealing with so much regret. I'm sorry that you are going through this. Life does just seem to be endless misery and suffering, it's such a cruel existence, one that I wish that I was never born into more than anything. Best wishes.