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sadDaysAhead
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- Jan 23, 2023
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I'm taking Paxil and olanzapine and is still not working I feel like nothing will work I'm a big burden on my family Especially my mom I'm old enough to get a job and have my own place, but my disability (manic depression)(schizophrenia) doesn't allow me. I'm the black sheep I wish I was never born sometimes I question why I didn't do it sooner ! oh I know why because I was hospitalized at 12 and stopped from ctb. everyone tells me to get help and I do and makes me feel worse I've switched meds so many times I'm so tired of life and prolife garbage my ex-therapist wanted me to relive my traumatic passed of being sexually abused I hate the mental health system it has fucked me up literally .i have no friends and I'm glad i don't, it would probably add to my misery .
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