sillyprincessmeow
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- Jul 21, 2022
- 35
okay so basically it appears i will in fact be attempting tonight. i went to sleep at around 9:00 pm after my boyfriend left me on delivered for almost 30 mins. we had been on the phone since i posted up until abou 7:40 bc he wanted to shower. i told him to call me after and he never did. he acted like what he was doing (getting back scratches from whomever [lame]) was so much more important. he forgot about me for almost two hours and then called me at 10:30, blowing up my phone (1 missed call and like 10 msgs)
saying he was worried. obviously he wasnt if he couldnt bother remembering me. now hes just being mean again, asking what im typing and not doing snything to make me feel better. hes literally trying to go to sleep after making me fucking sob again. what the hell is his problem?? he acted like he didnt do anything wrong because ive left him on delievred for "two hours", like you left your SUICIDAL girlfriend on delievred for over an hour for what? to sit on your ass and watch youtube? hes so hrrible. hes taken away my will to live. i will be attempting tonight. there is nothing stopping me, unless of course i lose the motivation to do that. im getting number. my energy is being drained. ive got nothing keepinng me happy. my life is going so far into hell and i cannot stop it unless i kill myself.
all i wanted was for him to love me. all i wanted was for a good boyfriend. he said hed chang, he saisid it today.. hes said it so mnay time but nothing has ever changed. im suvh a fool fir beleiveing. i just wish i felt loved before i go. oh well, wishes cant alwas be obtainable..
saying he was worried. obviously he wasnt if he couldnt bother remembering me. now hes just being mean again, asking what im typing and not doing snything to make me feel better. hes literally trying to go to sleep after making me fucking sob again. what the hell is his problem?? he acted like he didnt do anything wrong because ive left him on delievred for "two hours", like you left your SUICIDAL girlfriend on delievred for over an hour for what? to sit on your ass and watch youtube? hes so hrrible. hes taken away my will to live. i will be attempting tonight. there is nothing stopping me, unless of course i lose the motivation to do that. im getting number. my energy is being drained. ive got nothing keepinng me happy. my life is going so far into hell and i cannot stop it unless i kill myself.
all i wanted was for him to love me. all i wanted was for a good boyfriend. he said hed chang, he saisid it today.. hes said it so mnay time but nothing has ever changed. im suvh a fool fir beleiveing. i just wish i felt loved before i go. oh well, wishes cant alwas be obtainable..