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Venting I wish i could talk to somebody right now

sleeplessboyinbed

sleeplessboyinbed

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Mar 26, 2026
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I can't express with words the way im feeling right now. I want to scream and cry. Im so scared. It's all because im stupid. Why does it have to be this way? Im just a mistake. Im a failure. There's some negative news that i would have to bring to my mom and it's my fault. I can't do this anymore. Is this a punishment for me because i didn't ctb earlier? Im suffering so much right now. From myself. She's going to hate me. I hate myself too. I feel sick from all of this stress. Why am i like this? Im crying
I have to place in this world. I wish i could have SN
 
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