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Daystavro

Experienced
Oct 15, 2018
269
For the last several years the only time I find peace is when I am asleep.
I love dreaming too.
I go to adventures and do exciting stuff.

It's the only time my restless, anxious and deprssed mind finds peace.
I hate waking up back to reality and depression and anxiety.
 
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Deafsn0w

Deafsn0w

I will buy you a dog if you like my posts
Sep 4, 2018
2,488
get yourself into a coma
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
For the last several years the only time I find peace is when I am asleep.
I love dreaming too.
I go to adventures and do exciting stuff.

It's the only time my restless, anxious and deprssed mind finds peace.
I hate waking up back to reality and depression and anxiety.
Yes. The moment I wake up everything crashes down. Wake up sick with depression and anxiety.
 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
Once I decided I'd exit from this place I could sleep 20/24, I know what is like.
I used to have a lot of dreams, few lucid dreams when I was aware to be asleep too.
Some of them I remember today to the smallest detail like they really 'happened' to me
But one day I stopped remembering dreams.
 
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Miro

Member
Oct 17, 2018
48
Thankfully, I have some good sleep meds. Sleep is my only peace
 
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throwaway777

throwaway777

一人、部屋で、独り。
Oct 3, 2018
641
i often dream about dying … the disappointment i feel when i wake up is infinite ));
 
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deathoverlife

deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
197
For the last several years the only time I find peace is when I am asleep.
I love dreaming too.
I go to adventures and do exciting stuff.

It's the only time my restless, anxious and deprssed mind finds peace.
I hate waking up back to reality and depression and anxiety.
i hardly sleep....but hate to get our of my room.. i hate light these days.. do not feel like stepping out of my bed room.. i know this can't go on for long..i need to get out of this place ASAP
 
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millefeui

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2018
1,034
I would rather die, but sleeping is a not so close second.
 
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Schopenhauer

Enlightened
Oct 3, 2018
1,133
i often dream about dying … the disappointment i feel when i wake up is infinite ));

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

 
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crova

Making death amazing journey
Oct 7, 2018
377
i hardly sleep....but hate to get our of my room.. i hate light these days.. do not feel like stepping out of my bed room.. i know this can't go on for long..i need to get out of this place ASAP
Same here. Since I quit my job two months ago I leave my place only after dark to get food, once or twice a week.
I hate this bright light beautiful sunny cold day just right outside my walls. I used to cycle a lot. This weather is just perfect. Yet Im not able to get out.
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
I'll occasionally have a pleasant dream that takes me out of everything and it's shocking to wake up back in my hellish situation as reality fades back in. I stay in bed as long as possible.
 
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deathoverlife

deathoverlife

life is fleeting.....
Oct 8, 2018
197
Same here. Since I quit my job two months ago I leave my place only after dark to get food, once or twice a week.
I hate this bright light beautiful sunny cold day just right outside my walls. I used to cycle a lot. This weather is just perfect. Yet Im not able to get out.
can totally relate....
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I enjoy sleeping too. It's a relief from mental torture. From the time I wake up I count the hours until I can get tired enough to go back to bed - which is usually about 15. I been up since 10PM. Hopefully I'll be out by noonish.
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
I love sleeping until I wake up then everything's horrible.
 
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worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I'll occasionally have a pleasant dream that takes me out of everything and it's shocking to wake up back in my hellish situation as reality fades back in. I stay in bed as long as possible.
My dreams usually don't make sense or are fuzzy. When I do remember them, they usually involve getting lost trying to find my way home or trying to find my ex wife. Like I'll often have a dream were I'm getting a ride home but end up half way across the country.

I had this very vivid dream last month were I was on a train going over one of the tallest bridges in the world. For some reason, the train had a long yellow crane at the side. I crawled my way to the edge of the crane and thought about jumping. Their was a green valley below....I felt sick like I was gonna pass out as if it was actually happening. I didn't jump in that dream. Rarely do I "feel" things in my dreams,
 
worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I love sleeping until I wake up then everything's horrible.
Have you ever had a bad dream yet woke up disappointed because the reality your in is much worse?
 
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Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
Fascinating how a dream can put the consciousness into a completely different set of circumstances with no recollection of daily reality.
 
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deflagrat

deflagrat

¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
Apr 9, 2018
360
Nowadays I am trying to sleep as much as I can. Daytime bores me and it doesn't satisfy me in the slightest. Recently I got Zolpidem, I am hoping to be able to sleep more with it.
 
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Taylored

I've figured it out
Sep 20, 2018
321
Do you guys have/remember your dreams?

I personally remember random bits of my dream not enough to form a detailed post since my dreams are an unorganized mess with little meaning unless It accidentally makes one.
 
Tragoedia Vitae

Tragoedia Vitae

Experienced
Oct 14, 2018
230
I feel this so much. I would love to sleep through my life. Just go to sleep and never wake up. I would just dream and dream, and sleep and sleep without being conscious of anything in this world. Dreams, even nightmares, are preferable by far to the miserable brutishness of life. I would rather gaze at myself in my dreams than act out my life in the flesh. Even to be able to sleep through an entire week without once ever waking up would be a great blessing.
 
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