snailboy
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- Mar 1, 2023
- 45
i have a therapist that i get along with well and i've definitely made a lot of progress while seeing her but i've never been able to fully open up. the one time i told her i thought of overdosing a few years ago she immediately told my mom and got my medication taken from me. she knows i struggle with self harm but to her knowledge im completely clean right now. im scared if i tell her i relapsed i'll either be hospitalized or my blades will be taken away, which i can't handle. its odd but even if im not actively using them, having blades and medical supplies on hand makes me feel more secure. it sucks.