try1n2sm1l3

try1n2sm1l3

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Feb 8, 2020
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I wish there was an inexpensive way to just fall asleep and never awake. That would be my ideal way of ctb. Instead society makes it so hard for this to be possible. If someone is living in hell shouldn't they have a right to decide where and when they go?
Everything in this gd world is so backwards to me.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

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Dec 31, 2019
833
This has been my wish for a long time.
 
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revenge88

revenge88

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Feb 2, 2020
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Nembutal
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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That would be the ultimate dream for me ❤
 
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tom90

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Oct 1, 2019
59
Same here, this is my biggest wish.
I hate my fucking life.
 
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LMLN

LMLN

Paragon
Aug 10, 2019
929
Same. I want to go to sleep comfy in my bed and not wake up.
 
Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
Nov 23, 2019
477
I wish that all the time. It would be nice if there was a off switch to flip from on, and it was a instant checkout for anyone, but in reality you have to have so much cash to get N. I even wished for someone to take over this body, rather than me be in this body. I want nonexistence. All the good things are a distraction from the truth to me. All the good dies away eventually, and the human body sucks. You age, get sick, then die. So why run away from the inevitable, and cling on to hope when everyone is destined to die. I rather leave this cruel reality, and the people that reside in it. This is just my view. I don't mean to draw anyone with it, but all I see are distractions from the people who enjoy life, without those distractions would they still claim life is still great?, because life in its true nature is even more brutal. The true nature is with anarchy. Humans always bring problems for other humans. As long as we exist, problems will always exist.
 
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revenge88

revenge88

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Feb 2, 2020
61
The N method seems the best
 
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oxymoron

oxymoron

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Jul 18, 2019
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I wish there was an inexpensive way to just fall asleep and never awake. That would be my ideal way of ctb. Instead society makes it so hard for this to be possible. If someone is living in hell shouldn't they have a right to decide where and when they go?
Everything in this gd world is so backwards to me.
Welcome to depression 101
 
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LifeIntolerance

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Feb 7, 2020
35
That's my only dream :heart: I will go to my bed and never wake up again.

The first time i read PPeH, i saw N and fell in love. I said 'i want this shit!'. It was (is) the only thing that i want to drink. And than i discovered that is almost unreachable, very risky and expensive... The world well apart.
 
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Hecatewashere

Hecatewashere

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Feb 7, 2020
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I wish there was an inexpensive way to just fall asleep and never awake. That would be my ideal way of ctb. Instead society makes it so hard for this to be possible. If someone is living in hell shouldn't they have a right to decide where and when they go?
Everything in this gd world is so backwards to me.

I wish I could just die in my sleep too. I totally feel you.
 
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Deleted-User-0

Deleted-User-0

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Jan 30, 2020
217
A tank of nitrogen or argon and an exit bag would do exactly the same that's what I'm planning to do...they are accessible everywhere
 
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Tamazi 123

Student
Jan 13, 2020
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I wish there was an inexpensive way to just fall asleep and never awake. That would be my ideal way of ctb. Instead society makes it so hard for this to be possible. If someone is living in hell shouldn't they have a right to decide where and when they go?
Everything in this gd world is so backwards to me.
Oh so do I believe me!!
 
lambgf

lambgf

the void will lead into my arms
Jan 15, 2020
40
Me too. I wish I could give my life to someone that truly wants to live but can't.
 
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S1mpleme

Mage
Dec 27, 2019
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I wish there was an inexpensive way to just fall asleep and never awake. That would be my ideal way of ctb. Instead society makes it so hard for this to be possible. If someone is living in hell shouldn't they have a right to decide where and when they go?
Everything in this gd world is so backwards to me.
There is such method - N, but it's expensive and risky. Other than that you do have the right actually, but I this world some people like to make money on our health and lives, that's why we don't have that many options.
 

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