Venting I wish I could die in my sleep tonight

[DynamicDepression]

I just want to fall asleep and never wake up again. To pass away in peace would be a dream come true. I hate that my only way out of this misery is suicide.

Sorry this post isn't adding much, I just wanted to say this.

 

[novem]

this is a wish of many of us here

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel the same way. I just want to peacefully pass away without having to go through the process of suicide. Suicide really is so difficult and it hurts me feeling like I am trapped in this world. To die would end all my pain and I would finally be at peace. I see no point to me being here and I envy those who have left this world.

 

[Al_stargate]

Me too. I wanna die but not kill myself. But will likely have to.

 

[Lullaby]

My wish every night.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Yes please

 

[Danjor88]

Me too.

 

[Zzzzz]

It would honestly be the best thing that has ever happened to me.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Same.

 

[Lost Magic]

I think most of us here would too but it is very rare for a person to pass away in their sleep. That's why I am going to drink the coveted N. That's the closest a person would get to dying in their sleep. I know, I am very fortunate to have it though. It is not easy and is costly to get a hold of. But let me tell you I've earned my golden ticket out of here and I thank God every day that I can leave in a dignified manner when I choose. I wish that was the case for everybody who has immense suffering in life.

 

[1TorturedByLife]

I just want to fall asleep and never wake up again. To pass away in peace would be a dream come true. I hate that my only way out of this misery is suicide.

Sorry this post isn't adding much, I just wanted to say this.

I'm right there with you 100%. The day can't come soon enough.
The waiting is the hardest part, except for my cat, which is tearing me apart

 

[αmber]

I wish the same for myself.

 

[partialhang]

Saaaaame. I wish there was a button you could push.

 

[Ringo]

A pleasant dream from which you never woke up, that sounds good.

 

[Hurt]

That's what I ask for every night. My existence is unbearable.

 

[Capsaicin78]

That is why locking away N from people, who stated over months and years they want to end their lives, should be a crime...

 

[dtjb]

So disappointing every morning when I wake up again. Especially when I have dreams about times that are over or will never come.

 

[Judy Garland]

So do I.

 

[butterfly3]

same. and the only way you can is with substances that are so hard to obtain like N (expensive), fentanyl (illegal) etc. or old age. its so frustrating

 

[MementoMori81]

This tends to be my thought process. The thought of death really doesn't worry me that much, but of course survival instinct is unbelievably strong.
It's strange, because if I knew that when I fall asleep this morning (I mean, it's already 02:43 hrs here) that I would pass away, I'd quite happily go to sleep without worrying about it.
But to drink the N (once supply is back up)? That'll take some doing because SI will kick in and start of the thought process.

Funny how the human body and mind works.

 

[Shu]

Same here..

This tends to be my thought process. The thought of death really doesn't worry me that much, but of course survival instinct is unbelievably strong.
It's strange, because if I knew that when I fall asleep this morning (I mean, it's already 02:43 hrs here) that I would pass away, I'd quite happily go to sleep without worrying about it.
But to drink the N (once supply is back up)? That'll take some doing because SI will kick in and start of the thought process.

Funny how the human body and mind works.

You can order N right now. D is still supplying.

 

[Hurt]

So disappointing every morning when I wake up again. Especially when I have dreams about times that are over or will never come.

It happens to me too

 

[MementoMori81]

Same here..

You can order N right now. D is still supplying.

Really? I had a reply informing me he was out of stock, and to make contact again in July.
That's even better then, I'll get back on and touch base with them, see what the damage will be. That's actually a relief. Thank you for letting me know mate.

 

[Shu]

Really? I had a reply informing me he was out of stock, and to make contact again in July.
That's even better then, I'll get back on and touch base with them, see what the damage will be. That's actually a relief. Thank you for letting me know mate.

No problem bud. Wish you the best. Hope you get through what you're going through.

 

[Ashu]

When I was sixteen and living on the streets of Toronto, I saw this punk girl who had written a message on her jacket that said it all for me:

"If I should die before I wake...
thank you."