_Minsk
death: the cure for life
- Dec 9, 2019
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today is the birthday of my dad, i wish i could just be with him and show him that i care for him. this also goes for some friends, there ain't many but still, i wish i could be with them:/ i just hate being depressed and social anxious, even since childhood im struggling with it, and the older i get the harder it seems to become. all birthday parties in the last years were horrible, i felt so out of place, i just wanted to disappear, im supposed to smile but i simply cant anymore, it used to be easier but it seems impossible now.. i just hate it, i feel like some might misinterpret it and think i don't care, but i care, its frustrating..
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