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lonerclown666

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i wish god will bless me i wish i can say forgive me to god i wish he can guide me i wish heaven was real so i can leave this world more easy
 
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Buttercup2.0

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Jan 2, 2021
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If you'd like to talk I am happy to make time for you. This is a perfect time to reach out. Jesus always forgives just repent. If I could help relieve even an inch of pain and love to do that. I'm also a new believer, do not go to religion just have a relationship with Jesus (talk to him like you'd talk to yourself or another person) and it is the only way you would get a chance to go to heaven. You only get into heaven by God's grace alone. Please reach out, my whole perception in life has done a 360 when I called out to Jesus to show me the light. I have never truly believed in the whole god stuff until I decided to reach out. Sending so much love and strength your way I pray you to receive it. Having faith won't magically get rid of your pain but it WILL help you be able to see clearer and help yourself have the motivation to live.
BTW it took a whole emotional but most importantly physical experience to be like oh crap he's real
 
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idkanymore365

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May 9, 2021
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i wish god will bless me i wish i can say forgive me to god i wish he can guide me i wish heaven was real so i can leave this world more easy
I feel the same. The unknown is so scary so it makes ctb that much harder. I also worry that without a god, there is no assurance the people I love will be ok. It's really hard
 
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Huntfish34

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To me its almost you think hes real by the way you speak of forgiveness and heaven. I Do believe he is real along with Heaven / afterlife and such, which is one of the numerous reasons Im still here.

I Really dont like getting into discussions about religion and God because Everyone has the Right to believe in whatever they Feel is true. I cant say I Know 120% beyond a doubt, but I Believe he is here with us all in spirit... Makes it so Much Fckn harder on me to give in and CTB, Damnt !

Blessings and prayers to you,

Butch

P.S. I also believe some of Gods greatest gifts are unanswered prayers, just saying.
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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I did a quick prayer just now. Wasn't sure who to address so I went with all of the Gods. Asked for forgiveness in case I was wrong about free will and determinism.

Feeling pretty safe right now, no hell for me.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do not believe in religion personally. I honestly do not wish there was anything. I take comfort from the fact that this is all meaningless and when we die there is nothing. I don't like the thought of an afterlife. Yes, we suffer a lot, but I see it as when we lose consciousness, it will be the end of us. To me we are just on this earth for evolutionary purposes and that is it, there is nothing more to it.
 
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Mar 9, 2021
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I do believe there is something greater than us, a whole of the universe that is loving and allmighty in some way. Reality being random wouldn't make sense.
I became very spiritual in the last years, I've called to the universe many times for help but they didn't answer, I still believe they are real tho, and that there's reason behind not answering.

and it is the only way you would get a chance to go to heaven.
I don't think godly beings are that proud of themselves that they won't let you in unless you praise their greatness, whatever is almighty and loving is also able to forgive and find good in every being.
I don't think Christian heaven or Christian hell are real, eternity would be too cruel for hell and even an eternity of heaven is probably a nightmare.
Reincarnation makes more sense.

If you feel like becoming spiritual would give you more peace in this life or in the passing away from it I strongly advice you to. If you don't want to be attached to any "mainstream" belief I would advice Jung's texts on spirituality and the afterlife (he draws a bit from Christian Gnosticism but he has a very personal approach and his personal history as a fisherman of the unconscious makes it a believable source for me).

May you find peace wherever you are going, lots of love ❤
 
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Misfit72

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Aug 25, 2020
156
So do I, so I could hit him.
 
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LenkaX

Maybe there is a hope!
Aug 14, 2020
366
If god was real, we won't suffer like hell for nothing...
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
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I believe he is real. You dont have to wish it. He is just not behaving in ways we expect him to like answering our prayers the ways we want
 
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return2dreamland

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May 16, 2021
58
i wish god was real too, so i can hurt them for all my cries for help they decided to ignore.
i'm not religious i just tend to pray when i'm really distressed (thx childhood trauma) lol
 
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Some1's_Wasted_Fetus

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Mar 20, 2021
174
Every night when I'd cry myself to sleep I begged for God or anyone who was listening to please change my life. Remove me from my home situation, make people treat me better, make me good looking and well respected etc. Never happened. My cries for help fell upon deaf ears. If God is real he chooses favorites while everyone else he hates is cursed to live a horrible life. Idk wtf I did to deserve any of this (or what kind, hard working and honest people did either). Seems like the most selfish and evil people of this world are always rewarded by God while the honest woman/man is punished.
 
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S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,556
I feel you...deep down inside my heart i wish the same
 
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LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
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To me its almost you think hes real by the way you speak of forgiveness and heaven. I Do believe he is real along with Heaven / afterlife and such, which is one of the numerous reasons Im still here.

I Really dont like getting into discussions about religion and God because Everyone has the Right to believe in whatever they Feel is true. I cant say I Know 120% beyond a doubt, but I Believe he is here with us all in spirit... Makes it so Much Fckn harder on me to give in and CTB, Damnt !

Blessings and prayers to you,

Butch

P.S. I also believe some of Gods greatest gifts are unanswered prayers, just saying.
Religion is a dangerous delusion that needs to be called out, not all beliefs deserve to go uncriticized, like the belief that one race has less worth than another, sure everyone has the right to such a belief, but I also have the right to call them out for what it is-bullshit.
Nobody should kill themselves under the false assumption that there will be a God and Heaven waiting for them.
You should only end your life if you're willing to accept that there's a better chance than not, that you will simply rot in the ground, in the same sense-free pitch black that you existed within, long before you were born.
I feel you...deep down inside my heart i wish the same
I'm sure we all wish for second chances and paradise, but we must accept that they (most likely) do not exist.
Every night when I'd cry myself to sleep I begged for God or anyone who was listening to please change my life. Remove me from my home situation, make people treat me better, make me good looking and well respected etc. Never happened. My cries for help fell upon deaf ears. If God is real he chooses favorites while everyone else he hates is cursed to live a horrible life. Idk wtf I did to deserve any of this (or what kind, hard working and honest people did either). Seems like the most selfish and evil people of this world are always rewarded by God while the honest woman/man is punished.
I did the same when I was younger, although it was more out of desperation than belief.
No prayers were answered with anything but more turmoil.
Like you said, even if God were real, he would certainly not be a being worth our time and energy! I would spit in his face!
And you're right, it is often the worst of people who live fulfilled and rewarding lives, while the most decent are thwarted from happiness.
I believe he is real. You dont have to wish it. He is just not behaving in ways we expect him to like answering our prayers the ways we want
Convenient.
I do believe there is something greater than us, a whole of the universe that is loving and allmighty in some way. Reality being random wouldn't make sense.
I became very spiritual in the last years, I've called to the universe many times for help but they didn't answer, I still believe they are real tho, and that there's reason behind not answering.


I don't think godly beings are that proud of themselves that they won't let you in unless you praise their greatness, whatever is almighty and loving is also able to forgive and find good in every being.
I don't think Christian heaven or Christian hell are real, eternity would be too cruel for hell and even an eternity of heaven is probably a nightmare.
Reincarnation makes more sense.

If you feel like becoming spiritual would give you more peace in this life or in the passing away from it I strongly advice you to. If you don't want to be attached to any "mainstream" belief I would advice Jung's texts on spirituality and the afterlife (he draws a bit from Christian Gnosticism but he has a very personal approach and his personal history as a fisherman of the unconscious makes it a believable source for me).

May you find peace wherever you are going, lots of love ❤
Except that reality being random doesn't have to make sense, because it's random, by definition 'making a whole lot of sense' would not be a requirement.
I do not believe in religion personally. I honestly do not wish there was anything. I take comfort from the fact that this is all meaningless and when we die there is nothing. I don't like the thought of an afterlife. Yes, we suffer a lot, but I see it as when we lose consciousness, it will be the end of us. To me we are just on this earth for evolutionary purposes and that is it, there is nothing more to it.
I am of the same mind, although I do wish things were different and this madness and torture had meaning, still, I accept that the truth is they simply don't.
So do I, so I could hit him.
Satan had the right idea (to call him out on his tyranny.)
 
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I'm heathen scum, but I love Jesus. I have a thing for fanatical Middle Eastern men who can turn water into wine & have great abs, woof!


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