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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
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I am quite vulnerable and fragile. Sometimes making decision even minor ones can be a big problem for me. The pressure I am doing to myself is insane.
I am stunned when I read what for example pilots or (brain) surgeons have to challenge.
I mean one mistake as a brain surgeon and you will be in prison for the next several years. Or at least you get sued. Having to deal with the guilt that someone died because of you. Or the person is now disabled forever.
When I was young I wanted to be a powerful politician. I collapsed at a very very early stage. Now I am overburdened even by regular, average jobs.
I am stunned how other people can cope with pressure. I think it can get even worse. Imagine being the surgeon of Kim-Jong Un in North Korea. And if you fail they probably torture you till you die in a very cruel way.
I have respect for such people. But usually they are paid very-well and are quite resilient.
I am stunned when I read what for example pilots or (brain) surgeons have to challenge.
I mean one mistake as a brain surgeon and you will be in prison for the next several years. Or at least you get sued. Having to deal with the guilt that someone died because of you. Or the person is now disabled forever.
When I was young I wanted to be a powerful politician. I collapsed at a very very early stage. Now I am overburdened even by regular, average jobs.
I am stunned how other people can cope with pressure. I think it can get even worse. Imagine being the surgeon of Kim-Jong Un in North Korea. And if you fail they probably torture you till you die in a very cruel way.
I have respect for such people. But usually they are paid very-well and are quite resilient.