I will do it soon.

[Srrahh]

I have been trying to commit suicide for a pretty long time noe and i think i will finally do it in the next few days. I had enough of life already and i just dont want to do this anymore.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Welcome to the forum! What's your method? Why do you want to CTB?

 

[Srrahh]

Welcome to the forum! What's your method? Why do you want to CTB?

Because everyone around me just hates me pretty much and i constantly make it worse

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Because everyone around me just hates me pretty much and i constantly make it worse

Would you have a chance to move somewhere else? Change your personal circumstances?

 

[Srrahh]

Would you have a chance to move somewhere else? Change your personal circumstances?

No i dont have the chance to do that. I will just ctb instead.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best of luck in your plans.

 

[Srrahh]

I hope that you find the freedom you search for, best of luck in your plans.

Thank you sm i will hang myself according to plans

 

[Srrahh]

But also i dont really know if i should do it. I just dont know when things will get better.

 

[Princess_Kitty]

CTB is not something you should do out of anger or desperation or something to take lightly. Remember it's permanent and there's no coming back from it. So, just make sure it's really something you want before doing it. Otherwise if you do it and fail, you'll end up worse afterwards most likely.

I'm not going to say "things will get better" because I don't know. But just think about it before.

If you do decide to go through with it, then I wish you the best of luck and hope you find peace.

 

[Aim]

I agree with the post above, if your not 100 prosent confident in your choice then its probably best to think it trough some more maybe, its not like the bus is going anywhere. <3 Then again, you are the only one that knows what is the best option for you to take.

 

[rottenflesh]

looks like you still have some hope, wait a little more and try to get better and if it doesnt get better at all i respect your decision to ctb

 

[Srrahh]

Well i guess today is the day. I got fed up. I am going to do it now im just tired of everything at this point. Goodbye everyone.

 

[Lordandloser]

Well i guess today is the day. I got fed up. I am going to do it now im just tired of everything at this point. Goodbye everyone.

I hope to have your courage someday. Goodbye.

 

[Tears in Rain]

But also i dont really know if i should do it. I just dont know when things will get better.

Well i guess today is the day. I got fed up. I am going to do it now im just tired of everything at this point. Goodbye everyone.

You seemed a little uncertain before. Make sure it's 100% what you want to do.
Good luck with whatever decision you make.

 

[Tokugawa_Yoshinobu]

Good luck with your plan and best wishes.

 

[uselessman]

We are all like you. I try to remind myself there is no rush, I am at peace with my decision and that itself feels freeing. I am not sure when I will CTB myself, I have easy access to some methods but my choice is another. I try to remember its for me, so I am sticking to my plan to go peacefully.

I hope you find peace.

 

[Srrahh]

Okay now its just fully sure that i will do it. I dont even care about anything no more. I hate myself so much that i just want myself gone from here to not cause others any more problems. Goodbye now. My technique is hanging myself if anyone cares.

 

[Worndown]

Only you know when it is time. When you do, I hope all goes well.
Do you have a plan?

 

[Srrahh]

Only you know when it is time. When you do, I hope all goes well.
Do you have a plan?

Yes i do. I will lock myself in the room and hang myself. Its pretty straight forward i know. But i just dont care about it.

 

[CocoToxBase]

Yes i do. I will lock myself in the room and hang myself. Its pretty straight forward i know. But i just dont care about it.

I'd suggest for you to read the hanging method threads. They are extremely helpful in preventing serious disability and becoming a vegetable. Hanging can go wrong very easily but if you know exactly what you're doing then it's a quick painless death.

I hope you find the peace you are looking for. Best of luck

 

[Dliena]

A bit of a late comment from me but I just wanted to wish you the very best no matter what you choose!