I watched gore and it made me feel better.

[randal_bond]

Have never done it before. But somebody here mentioned a couple of sites, and I went to one of them. Still, couldn't watch som videos. But those that were not very gruesome kind of distracted me and numbed me for a while to my own pain. I know it's gross. I never had need to watch anything like that. But now it actually numbs you down.

Anybody else?

 

[ddn.ctb]

Have never done it before. But somebody here mentioned a couple of sites, and I went to one of them. Still, couldn't watch som videos. But those that were not very gruesome kind of distracted me and numbed me for a while to my own pain. I know it's gross. I never had need to watch anything like that. But now it actually numbs you down.

Anybody else?

They can be terribly gruesome. There are some gang killings that really scared my mind.

But in the other hand when I saw hangings which is my choice. I could see me going through that experience and it made feel I can do this.

 

[randal_bond]

I watched soem hangings, too. I was surprised how fast the bodies went limp in some videos. But not so fast in the others. It definitely needs to be done "just right", otherwise there seems to be a lot of suffering. I wouldn't risk it.

 

[ddn.ctb]

I watched soem hangings, too. I was surprised how fast the bodies went limp in some videos. But not so fast in the others. It definitely needs to be done "just right", otherwise there seems to be a lot of suffering. I wouldn't risk it.

Well I think placement is critical and also the thickness of the rope. I think some people feel a thicker rope would reduce the pain. But I thing the opposit is it's better to be thinner. The point is to cut off the blood to you brain. And a thinner cord is more likely to do that and much faster. The problem hangings seem to be with ticket ropes

 

[randal_bond]

What is ticket rope?

 

[flower_g1rl]

What is ticket rope?

they meant *thicker

 

[funeralcat]

sometimes I feel better watching photos, videos or livestreams of ppl killing themselves, but nothing too gory

 

[eian]

what sites are you watching gore on? it numbs me down aswell but its kinda hard to find on the normal net