I was thinking of traveling and doing CTB at sea

[YungWetto]

I am new here on the forum and my English is not the best. Anyway, I was thinking of traveling to a place that has a beach/sea in my country and drown myself. The only problem is that I know how to swim, so this is my biggest doubt.

I can't stand to stay in this world anymore. I didn't realize how much mental pain a human can feel. It is unbearable.

 

[numbed one]

Yr survival instinct will bé triggered once y'll have to résiste death.
o it's not a good idea

 

[Akanea]

I am new here on the forum and my English is not the best. Anyway, I was thinking of traveling to a place that has a beach/sea in my country and drown myself. The only problem is that I know how to swim, so this is my biggest doubt.

I can't stand to stay in this world anymore. I didn't realize how much mental pain a human can feel. It is unbearable.

That's terrif to me but you do you. I guess you would need to go far enough to make it impossible to go back… that's hard

 

[YungWetto]

Yr survival instinct will bé triggered once y'll have to résiste death.
o it's not a good idea

I was thinking of putting something tied on my foot and taking some pills, just thoughts

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Drowning as a method sounds so cruel and painful and it's nothing else but suffocation in the end, breathing water. I personally wouldn't chose drowning as my method. Have you considered the SWB method instead? It's also drowning but you are unconscious at best.

I wish you all the best.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering as it's true that existing here certainly can be torture.

 

[YungWetto]

Drowning as a method sounds so cruel and painful and it's nothing else but suffocation in the end, breathing water. I personally wouldn't chose drowning as my method. Have you considered the SWB method instead? It's also drowning but you are unconscious at best.

I wish you all the best.

I know. And as much as I have this fear of it not working out, I know that being submerged won't be a problem, I just don't want to be found alive.

 

[numbed one]

I was thinking of putting something tied on my foot and taking some pills, just thoughts

Chill bro yr not going peacefully ....