Story I was so so close

[Toenditall]

im back after my last attempt and it would have worked
(I stopped breathing at one point) but my Nan came back early and found me I got taken to hospital was in there for a good while can't remember much but managed to lie my way out of getting sectioned would have been back soon but I've been watched like a hawk the last few days

 

[Redt2go]

Sorry :/

 

[Toenditall]

Sorry :/

Thank you getting a hotel room next week for a few days can't leave anything to chance anymore I need to die I can't continue like this

 

[Retched]

Sorry to hear you were in hospital, hope everything is ok, glad you're doing better.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Makes me think if I ever find someone in the process I'll just let them be. They made their decision. They don't want to back out now.

 

[Toenditall]

Sorry to hear you were in hospital, hope everything is ok, glad you're doing better.

i feel fine now tbh no long lasting effects apart from where they stuck needles in my hands for drips and everything

 

[Billy2fingers]

What method was it?

 

[Toenditall]

1.4 butanedol with alcohol and meto

 

[blueming]

Hugs I'm sorry this happened to you :( I wish you luck with your next attempt, or whatever you choose to do after this ^^

 

[Toenditall]

Hugs I'm sorry this happened to you :( I wish you luck with your next attempt, or whatever you choose to do after this ^^

Thank you defo trying again with the same method as it's really peaceful with 0 pain just need to make sure im not found this time round hense the hotel room paid for with cash and fake name

 

[gingerplum]

im back after my last attempt and it would have worked
(I stopped breathing at one point) but my Nan came back early and found me I got taken to hospital was in there for a good while can't remember much but managed to lie my way out of getting sectioned would have been back soon but I've been watched like a hawk the last few days

Wow, I thought you had succeeded. I'm glad you didn't have a mandatory psych admission

 

[Deleted member 4993]

It must be devastating to have been so close, I hope your future plans work out well for you.

 

[OnlyMercy]

Good luck.

 

[Toenditall]

It must be devastating to have been so close, I hope your future plans work out well for you.

it was waking up in hospital was horid tried smashing my head on the side of the bed but ended up getting ristrained so i was pretty much fucked from that point

 

[Deleted member 4993]

It is everyone's worst dread to wake up and failed so I can imagine your feelings.
It would be my worst fear