
Astronomer
Mentally, i'm in space, in reality, i am in hell.
- Oct 6, 2020
- 153
in 2020 with the COVID lockdowns and dealing with whatever ever you were doing with, life was pretty scary so many people were desperate, after a serious attempt on my life in 2020 i was in hospital for 6 months, coming back to my inbox was so traumatizing for me and realising 99% percent of the people i spoke to on here are mostly dead. I should be with them.
I find it very hard to post on here now, i love this space for people like us, but the trauma of getting to know so many people and losing them makes me so so sad, so i keep myself to myself on here now but i do read the website every day and i just wanna send a
to you all, the world is defiantly a scarier place now.
I know a lot of people here make friends with each other, cherish them and carry on being kind, to some of these people you're all they have at the last hours on this earth.
There's a lot of people i could post about to remember, but i can't go through there pages, i don't have the mental for it. But i do want to let you know there was a awesome woman on here called depressedsally who killed herself in a tent in the middle of nowhere, i've never forgotten you.....
I find it very hard to post on here now, i love this space for people like us, but the trauma of getting to know so many people and losing them makes me so so sad, so i keep myself to myself on here now but i do read the website every day and i just wanna send a

I know a lot of people here make friends with each other, cherish them and carry on being kind, to some of these people you're all they have at the last hours on this earth.
There's a lot of people i could post about to remember, but i can't go through there pages, i don't have the mental for it. But i do want to let you know there was a awesome woman on here called depressedsally who killed herself in a tent in the middle of nowhere, i've never forgotten you.....