I was in the hospital

[ifeelsobad]

I got locked up for about 5 days or something like that. I didn't want to go I was so upset. I can't trust anyone I feel like. Everytime I try i end up in a hospital. I do not want to be in the hospital ever again. I hate those people

I just don't think life can get better for me

 

[SewerslideHoliday]

Hospitals seem to leave people worse off then they were, I hope you can avoid returning in the future.

 

[FuneralCry]

Those places sound like horrific prisons to me, it's so cruel to punish suicidal people by locking them up like that, it's true that you cannot trust people especially in this anti suicide society so to me it's always such a terrible idea being open about wanting to die.

 

[unnormal9]

Yeah, of course that happens. Worse is that they treat you like a kindergartener with ridiculous colouring books and other crap.

 

[ifeelsobad]

Yeah, of course that happens. Worse is that they treat you like a kindergartener with ridiculous colouring books and other crap.

Yeah everytime the doctor tried to talk to me I told him I'm not even talking to you all I want to know is when I'm getting out I won't talk to you at all. I'm not going to sit and talk to someone who's not even going to help me and keeping me locked up like I am in jail. I can't even keep my cellphone or have my art supplies or anything it's bull shit

 

[unnormal9]

Yeah everytime the doctor tried to talk to me I told him I'm not even talking to you all I want to know is when I'm getting out I won't talk to you at all. I'm not going to sit and talk to someone who's not even going to help me and keeping me locked up like I am in jail. I can't even keep my cellphone or have my art supplies or anything it's bull shit

Utter bullshit. They think throwing one in there is a win; bullshit, it's a loss, I know how to get out, and thus onto the next method that won't fail. As I said before, they do nothing tangible to fix an issue, and they never will. Talking is not anything tangible. And certainly not this 'hold hands around the campfire' crap either.

 

[nosoul]

Hospitals seem to leave people worse off then they were, I hope you can avoid returning in the future.

100% true