Venting I was going to CTB today, but I got so sick in the past few hours I have to put it off again.

[Ardesevent]

I've lost another chance. I got ahold of some old airbags I was going to use too, and even made sure there were no holes or dents in my car that would allow the azide to escape.
Unfortunately, I then almost passed out, and got a extremely terrible headache.
I'm almost convinced at this point that this is happening to spite me. Hopefully this is just a one day bug.

 

[theguineapigking]

Hey. I'm very sorry you had to go through that. It's really depressing to be on the verge of ending it all,then having something go wrong.

I don't know what else to say other than I'm sorry you're in this much pain,and I really hope you find the peace and happiness you deserve.


I'm here if you need to talk.